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Infuriatingly The Same

2012-02-13T19:28:00.000+08:00

Made so many mangacaps leh. I think the exam pressure is getting into me :( I tend to do things I never did before if I'm feeling pressured /sobs The gif I couldn't upload it on tumblr because it exceeded the 1mb limit :( I suck at measuring omg why. Why on earth did I wash my pencil box knowing the fact that I have school tomorrow. It's not even drying wtf and I only have one wtf. I finished most of my homework omfg. What a miracle. Berlambak banyak doe. Sial lah ;______;

Now the only ones left are Geog, History objective questions and Art. Ugh I have to colour again wtf. Never thought the day where I would hate colouring would finally be placed upon me since last week. I feel like I'm competing to have the neatest notes and exercises in class. I think I lost to Emily /sobs She is so awesome I'm crying because I fail lol ;____;

So, nothing special particularly happened except that the amount of homeworks the teachers gave are seriously preposterous. I guess it's because we'll be facing PMR this year so yeah, what a perfect excuse for the teachers /sobs ;-; Ugh idw to write anymore bye

Rosen Krone

2012-02-04T17:08:00.001+08:00

Hai... LOL I haven't showered yet omg. Wtf am I talking about. I seriously need to blog more to express myself instead of bottling up my feelings too much. I have passion but I'm just too lazy as PuiLing says /sobs I have holidays next week on Monday and Tuesday omg I am so happy lulz. Fairy Tail's anime is reaching it's climax soon omfg I'm going to cry so much it can't be compared with the Niagara Falls. While the manga is on a whole different story. ANIME MAKES EVERYTHING SADDER.

So, I have so much to do on my to-do-list /creys

Geo notes
Photocopy a lot of pages
Study(i don't think I will /sobs)
A BM essay

I swear there were more lmao but oh well. Why can't I focus on just one thing?? I mean I've been watching Black Rock Shooter OVA since yesterday and haven't gotten past part 3 yet. And I've been loading the anime for 2 days already and I didn't watch it. WHAT IS THIS. *insert fuuuuu rage face here* Tumblr is so nice. I followed so many awesome blogs /crying legit tears But there's also a lot of blog owners who deactivated their amazing blogs omg why??? I love photography so much srsly. But I don't have a Nikon/Canon cam whatsoever. Just me and my phone LOL.

My aunt has the worst timing ever. She said that my other aunt(which is her big sister) said that she'll be giving me her old iPhone. ON ONE CONDITION: Get straight A's for my PMR. OMFG *INSERT FUUUUUUUU RAGE FACE HERE* /cries WHY OH WHY. Now I feel like I have to do 100x better this year just to get that phone!!! WHY MUST I FACE THE PMR WHY????? I hate the PPD seriously. I told you guys about them banishing the PMR is my previous posts right?? WHY TF SHOULD WE SIT THEM??? /SIGH This is seriously bugging me to no end.

I just hope I'll be 100x time more hardworking than last year../sobs bye.

Prayer of a Refugee

2012-01-30T18:21:00.001+08:00

Title not relevant to the post lol. Image is mine okei, don't bash. I can't think about anything when I listen to songs seriously, how can people do stuff when listening to songs?? I had to type the sentence before this for like 10 minutes omg /facepalm Today is the day where I pray to the...erm tian gong? Have to stay up late and I have school in the morning. Omg what is this. I hope I can wake up luh /sobs I have to go to school. I don't wanna write a letter because it's too much of a hassle. I need to type this quickly because my aunt and uncle are coming over to stay for a night because of the prayers thing. Grandma keeps complaining omfg so bloody annoying /cries And the baby is wailing in a high pitch voice that even Jonghyun can't compare to it /sobs everyone is so loud. I want my privacy. My eyes i droopy even though I slept way too early yesterday, around 8.45 pm /sobs Today was so boring at school because I had 4 empty periods like seriously why? Pn.Fatimah could have come and teach us T-T Exams are nearing.....maybe at the end of February or the beginning of March. I seriously want to improve my english okay. It is so terrible. I ranted at twitter just now about my embarrassing moments in primary school(when I was 7):

I followed the Muslims with their prayers
I fasted along with them
I even memorized their prayers
I can't understand nor speak Malay(I don't know what 'demam' was back then)
Same goes with my English(only god-knows-why I got 100 in that exam because I couldn't differentiate between interesting and important omfg i sucks so bad)

/cries I am so dumb I want to slap myself. Suvo said it was cute omg I don't understand that girl seriously /facepalm Suvo is going to school tomorrow!! Good luck Suvo!! >:)

Society sucks okay. My friends are so nice omg why do they want me to become their friends. I am so ugly, so rude, so mean, a bitch, fat, bipolar, impulsive and many more ;~; /sobs seriously, I don't know why I started ranting about my insecurities. 3 weeks without Bleach omg how am I going to live? I feel like everyone that knows me doesn't want to talk to me omg T-T I feel weird right now omg my feelings are doing weird stuffs to my face /facedesk I guess this is it guise till then ;~;

hello oppar

2012-01-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

Look at the difference between me and my skinny ass sister T-T Two more days left till the holidays finish zomfg. How fast time flies. It's miserable actually. Slow and unbearable is also very miserable T-T I can't seem to finish Mawaru Penguindrum. It is unbearable seriously. Everyone who finished it said they cried omg. So I started watching Hello Baby Season 5 which features my darling MBLAQ!! I haven't finished watching it actually. Only 2 episodes so far? Ahhh, but the duration is bloody hell long! ><

I have nothing to write about today.... OH I watched Winx Club with my youngest bro just now. He adores Bloom and Sky.

Whereas I simply love Musa and Riven I guess lulz. They're so awkward I'm creying. I just read about Winx Club in Wikipedia and there's already a Season 4 omfg /sobs Winx Club is my childhood cartoon what do you expect ;_____; I want to watch it so badly lol but I'm too lazy /sobs This is goodbye for now! ^^

kuru kuru mawaru

2012-01-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

Omg hi. I've been away for a week again. I was suppose to post this yesterday but mum was being annoying so yeah :< I don't know why the gif isn't moving on Tumblr but oh well, I still have blogger >:) Please check out my tumblr lulz http://taerissa.tumblr.com/ So I just realized(again) that Chinese New Year will be lasting for 15 days...omg what. I swear I heard it somewhere before but I guess I forgot... XD XD I only do follow backs if your tumblr grabs my attention. Been spending way too much time online omg im gonna die. To rub the salt on my wound, mum said this year I have the most bad luck of all since I was born in the Year of the Ox. I actually don't believe this kind of superficial nonsense but she managed to freak the hell outta me because I'm sitting for my national exam this year.....

Stupid fuckers. The '97s batch is the last one taking the PMR and starting 2013 they will obliterate PMR. I am so fucking mad even the rage faces can't do anything to soothe my emotions.

Stupid shitheads omg. !"£$%*"&!!"¬!@¬:@":" Argh I forgot what I was about to write since I have so much things in my mind now. I started watching Mawaru Penguindrum and omfg yes the penguins are hella adorable but the story plot damn heartbreaking sia T-T T-T T-T PuiLing kept on fussing me to watch it lol and I did and it's so saaaad omfg T-T T-T T-T I've been quite active on Tumblr lately ever since I downloaded Photoshop......seriously, one of my tiny gif got 100+ notes dafuq it's so scary im sobbing right now ;____;

I finally finished my homeworks!! I never thought that it only took 30 minutes or maybe a little more than that to finish my Maths homework. Seriously I can do chapter 3.3. Omfg amazing lmao. So much snacks at home omfg. While the angpaus lol........... ;-; Himari damn pretty and fragile sia.I like Shouma lol T-T How can the anime be so sad srsly. And um. I don't know what to write anymore so I shall end it here ;-;

Shabby and worn out

2012-01-18T17:10:00.001+08:00

Today the school had this mesyuarat agong thingy aka as club/society meetings? So yeah our first meeting for 2012 and to be honest I think it would actually be fun? Because right now there's so many students since I'm already in the morning session compared to the afternoon session where it would always be boring and worthless.

The teachers gave us a long ass speech about why we should always come whenever there's one to gain marks when we get to college/uni. I am nervous about it since I was lazy last year and the year before. SPM lar haiyo T____T Life is so complicating because after that, in the last period which was History, a teacher suddenly barged into our class on the eleventh hour saying stuff about the language we want for Maths and Science. There were three choices English being the first, BM then bilingual.

Argh so complicated whyyy @@;;;;;; My stomach aching sia since yesterday. Still cannot shit idek why. Something must be growing inside ugh. I am so tired. I haven't done any homework. OMG can I kiss my History teacher because our presentation won't be until after CNY!! OMG THANK GOD. I am so over the moon!! I shall do my homework now so that my conscience won't be filled with guilt @@

rejuvenating

2012-01-17T17:02:00.003+08:00

My first gif ever lol o◡o Not bad huh lol because it's the simplest gif I can do T◡T I feel happy because I can make it ;◡; I feel so drained. Why lol. SO, nothing eventful really happened actually. It's just school, sleep and eat. As usual. Today was pretty...weird though because my English teacher accidentally spilt my water, almost everything went *splash* and I actually screamed wtf. I think my shock of my precious water being spilt is too overwhelming ; ◡ ; my expression went *pokerface* but on the inside I was actually mentally crying lmfao what a wuss ;◡; I hate school why because I hate everything there except my friends and teachers ugh. Exams..../le sigh I just can't wait ;◡;

Deathberry

2012-01-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hello hello world! A lot of things happened in this few days. First of all, school went by smoothly.. I don't actually remember what happened because everything went by in a flash but I do remember our Geo teacher. LMFAO thinking about her makes me laugh already hahahahha. She goes by the name Pn. Fatimah and she's covered with thick layers of make-up. Her eye-shadow make-up is pretty cool though. Tri-coloured hahahahha. But her eyebrows... I find it creepy because I read this series called The Princess Diaries(Familiar? :)) and there's this character called Grandmere who like kinda tattoo her eyebrows so yeah. I find similarities in the both of them hahahaha but she gots swag okay. I'm not kidding, seriously.

She talks in this really-but-not-really loud commanding voice that actually attracts your attention no matter what you're doing. Our first lesson together, she already made our stomachs twist so painfully from laughing too much. She asks really interesting questions like, "ANGKA ATAU UNGKA?" ("NUMBER OR GIBBON?") We didn't know what the hell was ungka so we were like *blaaaaaaaaaaank ~" and out of the blue, she called Lee's name who was sitting behind me to stand up. She started doing weird actions which resembles half monkey plus ballerina and forced Lee to follow them. OMG IT WAS TOTALLY PRICELESS.

I actually finished all of my homework on Friday. What a miracle :O I went to Genting on Saturday and came back today at around 3. It isn't really fun in Genting anymore :( I want to go there with friends ok. It's so boring going with family because 1. They never follow the kids to ride the rides 2. I went with my aunt and uncle and grandma. So yeah it was pretty lame. I only like the part where I get to sleep. Oh the bed, so comfy. I hate the food there. It didn't meet my expectations since it's so bloody expensive. Ugh I'd rather eat at the market. -____-

Still adapting to the morning session. I ALWAYS FEEL TIRED OMG WHAT IS THIS.

OH OH. YOU HAVE TO CHECK OUT TEEN TOP'S CRAZY. IT'S SO AMAZING ESPECIALLY THE CHOREOGRAPHY!!

And I'm out! xx

Devilish smile

2012-01-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

Omg today is the most tiring day ever. I just faced a prefect meeting that lasted for like 2 hours!!! Omfg wtf. Went back late T____T Like around 3.40 pm when we're suppose to go home at 1.10 pm. During the meeting, our new headmistress came as well while our old one transferred to another school which is just located a little bit lower than our school. I guess most of the students in my school very freaking happy that our ex-headmistress shifted luh because she's known as the devil...a very extremely strict one because one mistake of disobeying the school rule, she'll scold you like fuck. I'm not insulting her or anything but I am quite relieved that she isn't in our school any more.

I mean, the morning session teachers already so bloody strict and if our ex-headmistress were still here, I'd be dead okay. I can't handle that much pressure T____T I have homework. Omfg. It's been ages since I had homework. But I'm too lazy and sleepy to do them so I'll do it later lol. All in all I guess it was pretty okay. Our classroom is so dirty omg. Why didn't the previous class students clean them. The walls are so dull. Whiteboard dirty like shit ugh I don't even know what to say.

I think the last year's class who used the class we're using right now would be Rafflesia class. /sigh /sigh /sigh Haven't decided on who's the monitor and assistant monitor yet. Our class teacher is Pn.Juliana from last year's Bougainvillea who taught them BM. So many teachers we never met before so quite nervous. Our moral teacher is seriously cool though! He's one of the prefect teachers. Has humour. Not bad :) Hihihi. Ate two bowls of curry just now. Proves how hungry and tired I am HAHA. Bye

Book of friends

2012-01-03T14:24:00.001+08:00

Natsume Yuujinchou Season 4 came out!!

There were no regular favourite anime/manga updates so I was sad then all of a sudden, Natsume Yuujinchou Season 4 came out!!! And things are getting serious because that bastard Matoba appeared in the first episode already щ(ಠ益ಠщ) Currently watching Kuroshitsuji. Sebastian and Ciel should really have a forbidden love relationship lol. Then there's this weird shinigami with the name Griel lol. At first. can't really tell whether it's a girl or a boy but she's a girl omg

/edit: wait, he's a transgender щ(ಠ益ಠщ)

Tomorrow will be the first day of school ok. I don't know what to feel looool. The one month holiday really flew. I mean the most I can remember was catching up with the anime Bleach and then other mangas as well o3o I have no life, for real. Sarah called me yesterday and I realized we haven't heard each others voice for a month!! I mean, usually, everyday we'd talk with each other with our other best friends as well....my mind is turning gibberish right now haha. Aite, I guess that's it ~ Will blog if anything interesting happens tomorrow (´･∀･)ﾉ ☆ bye ~

チョコレートミルク~

2011-12-31T06:34:00.001+08:00

What up brudders?! It's been a while eh? To be honest with you in why I didn't blogged in ages was that I was either extremely lazy, got too absorbed in watching Bleach, reading Bleach manga, reading Fairy Tail manga or purposely didn't want to blog anything or maybe all of them and more animes and mangas. Period. ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ I apologize hohoho.

Well, well, well. If it isn't New Year's Eve already? (⊙ヮ⊙) LOL I'm feeling quite the normal right now. Christmas wasn't really anything special either because I was at home all day. Surfing the internet for juicy topics and stuffs. Then after that, it was that time of the year again. SBS/MBC/KBS Gayo Daejuns. Dafuq lol. My Twitter timeline was spammed by my cybermates. I was really annoyed lmao because I guess I'm kinda more into animes and mangas (≧◡≦)

OH OH. On the 28th which was last Wednesday, my family and I along with my aunts and uncles, had lunch at the famous KL Tower(Menara KL)!!!! At first, I thought it wasn't much of a big deal since it was just having lunch there and we get to observe KL from like 500 metres in the air. BUT GUESS WHAT. The restaurant inside the tower ROTATES. No you didn't read wrong. IT REALLY FREAKING ROTATES!! 360 degrees!!! Not to say everything rotates lah. Just the restaurant. They have this circular ring thingy on the floor and in the centre would be the buffet and the ring would be our places to sit and eat.

Freaking amazing okay!! Although you get kinda dizzy lmfao. The buffet was okay but to be quite honest, it was just everyday meal lmao *Well duh Clarissa. It is Malaysia. It is a tourist site so they prepared Malaysian delicacies huh LOL I freaking love the salads, the stir-fry vegetables and desserts!! OMFG the desserts were simply superb. I didn't have a camera so no pictures sorry :( Everything was mini sized you know!! So bloody cute. The cakes with icing on top were the best! /le droolz

So basically, we had a buffet in a rotating restaurant. AND THE TOILET SO FREAKING HIGH TECHNOLOGY MAN!!! The toilet seats were practically machines that help you wash your ass, dry your ass, help warm up the cold ass toilet seat and you get to adjust the nozzle and stuff. LOL AMAZING OR WHAT??? Embarassing loh because many people also use it hahahahhaa but whatever, I had an amazing time in there XD The observation deck was pretty boring (¬‸¬)

After that, we went to Batu Caves, a famous Indian temple+cave with a huge enormous golden statue of an Indian god in the front of the cave. To get to the cave, you have to climb up a steep flight of 272 steps. It is a limestone hill with a series of caves and stuffs. It is an Indian shrine dedicated to Lord Murugan. From the staircase part to the sentence before this was taken from Wikipedia thank you very much XD

I cannot believe I seriously climbed all the way LOL. The key to completely climbing up the steep steps is to never look down or your legs will give up on you. Seriously, you will faint but fortunately, I'm a tough girl >:DD There were tons of monkeys. Okay not tons. I was just exaggerating haha just a few monkeys. Right after you enter the huge cave, another 5-6 sets of staircase appeared right before us. My first thought was "OMFG. THEY LIED WHEN THEY SAID IT WAS JUST 200+. IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE 300+." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA /creyz It was worth it I guess if it's your first time there. Kinda cool although not really much to see. Very little shrines but oh well. I CANNOT BELIEVE I CLIMBED UP AND DOWN THOSE TINY MONSTER STEPS. GAH. When halfway down, IT STARTED POURING LIKE SHIT OK. EVERYTHING WAS SO SLIPPERY OMG I DIDN'T WANT TO SLIP BUT I DID BUT LUCKILY AND HELD ON TO THE BAR THING FOR YOUR HANDS and a man carrying three boxes of mineral bottles stacked on top of his head started climbing those monster steps. O. M. G. Unbelievable.

After that we went home, I immediately took a bath and fell asleep like a pig. On the same day but already night lah, we went to the new mall near our home called Jusco lmao nearest to Anggun. Not bad luh. Many branded shops there. I BOUGHT NEW KAWAII FLIP FLOPS WITH TWITTER DESIGN ON TOP. SO FREAKING CUTE I LOVE IT!!! I can't bear to wear them omfg T_____T Then went to this restaurant called SEE U which specializes in...steamboat? Shabu-shabu? DIY cooking? Seafood with japanese instant noodles? One of them lah ok and wow, very fun!! Get to cook for yourself ok!! Electric fire! >:D Damn nice hihihi. While eating saw few familiar faces...like a senior from my school who smiled at me then I instictively showed him my ugliest shocked face ever. Then a couple of girls from my school. One of them is a drop-out(I think) -___- Visited that Jusco's Popular. Very tiny but quite satisfied luh because got quite nice story books there and that's it :>

Then yesterday, which was the 30th, went to a freaking expensive restaurant to celebrate grandma's birthday. Wore a white sleeveless dress. I look goddamn fine in the mirror but in pictures omg I look like a giantess with bushy hair and a rape smile plastered on my face ;______; If you added me on fb you will find out sooner or later because both my aunts and uncle richard will probably post them and tag me ;____; UGH I THINK I WILL PUKE LOL

Main focus of the food of the day was red velvet cake which I was dying to try for!

With cream cheese icing. Simply fabulous! Oh the taste is just so enriching! The red chiffon cake ain't bad either. The dinner served at the restaurant also okay luh. But I guess I loved the cake the most. I brought it home with me hihihi. Obviously going to eat it later (́≖◞౪◟≖‵) School re-opening on the 4th of January 2012. Oh mai oh mai ( ́ ◕◞ε◟◕`) Can't wait ok. My friends have definitely upgraded lol me? Same old same old (´；ω；`) That's it for now! Bye ~~c:

Day 16 - Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)

2011-12-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

LOL so awkward with only a picture for this post. I finally reach episode 170 for Bleach!!! The thing I don't get with that is why the heck is there a filler in between the arrancar arc???!!!11!!!?? The fvck? x______x anyways, that's it for today ~ My motivation to blog suddenly got demolished.

Day 14 and 15

2011-12-18T04:42:00.002+08:00

Day 14 - A Picture of you and your family

Lol I'm not revealing anything ~~~

Day 15 - Put your iPod on shuffle : first 10 songs that play

Utauyo!! Miracle - K-ON!
Waiting Outside the Lines - Greyson Chance
Re:Member - Flow
Mountain A Go Go Two - Captain Straydum
Ryuusei - Tia
Little London Girl - Greyson Chance
So Goodbye - Kim Jonghyun
My Answer - Seamo
Hot - Avril Lavigne
Fooool - B1A4

Day 13 - A Letter to someone who has hurt you recently

2011-12-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

I have no one D: I don't really hold grudges and stuff because I'm forgetful to the extreme and nice :l Even if that person really hurt me.......I always try to reason why they did that idek why. It's in my blood I guess. Sorry for the short post. It's exquisitely boring today.

Day 12 - How you found out about blogger and why you made one

2011-12-15T21:01:00.001+08:00

I found out through my Singaporean online friend called Shu Ning. She's a year younger than me. We were chatting about various stuffs then suddenly she gave me the link of her blog and encouraged me to make one and so I did. You will never know how I hated blogging back then which was around 2009. I was a total noobie in it and I was dumb. Like seriously. You know we're suppose to click the create new post for another topic kinda thing? I clicked create new blog and was typing away.....and the dumb me didn't notice anything weird nor stupid. -_____- Looks like I was really dumb last time hahahaha but fear not! The me today is amazingly upgraded hohoho ;) But my old blogs(or should I refer them as posts lmao) might still be existing right here and now but fortunately, I forgot what url it was suppose to be heh. Really embarrassing ok -___- Then around last year I got the hang of it and started blogging and stuff and here I am now! :D Whoots. Friends all over are asking me about preparations for next year T____T The fuck, how am I suppose to study lar. It's the holidays godfukingdammit. I'm free for the whole December because November was my last. I seriously find it annoying ;_____; I mean why? WHY? You want to make me feel anxious as well?? I know next year is an important year for all of us because of the PMR but still....IT'S THE GODDAMMIT HOLIDAYS!!!

Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends

2011-12-14T12:16:00.000+08:00

Edited by Grace(the middle one) lmao I stole it from her profile pictures album because the reason is obvious. I am lazy >:3 Nice eh? xD

Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad

2011-12-14T12:11:00.001+08:00

I missed a day again!!! D: I had the cold hihihi >w<

When I'm happy, I guess I listen to Jpop and Kpop luh :3 Both have this awesome beat and rhythm that I like :3
When I'm sad...I am never really genuinely sad. I listen to ballads? D:
When I'm bored, I prolly watch the numa numa guy video lmao. So the numa numa song :>
When I'm hyped, I listen to B1A4's songs!!
When I'm mad...I stay mad. No songs >:3

Blah I just randomly wrote everything. Byeee ~ xD Wait for my next post hahaha

Day 09 - Something you're proud of in the past few days

2011-12-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

What a bad time to start this challenge man... The challenges are weird ;~~~; I guess it has to be the part where I go to bed early almost everyday now? It's because of mum, she want to use the computer everyday around 11.15pm so I have no choice but to go upstairs and sulk. I'm used to it now though because I find waking up early easy as ABC now. As early as 4 am to be exact lololol. I've read Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi 4 times already because IT'S. JUST. THAT. AWESOME!! Lul. I'm such a pervert :> I used to find yaoi extremely extremely revolting, disgusting, nasty etcetc last year and now, because of a certain friend of mine and a few other cybermates, they made me got so hooked up with yaoi all of a sudden. IT'S ILLEGAL I TELL YA!!!! ILLEGAL!!! T____T I enjoy it to be extreme lol. So much satisfying than a straight pairing but straight pairing is classy so I like it as well :3 when I watch animes like Naruto and Bleach hahahhahhaha. Fairy Tail is getting exciting I tell you. Why? So many NaLu moments and Gajeel and Levy omg I can't stand it. I must read manga as well ;_______; Still stuck around episode 70s at Bleach. Sooo miserable I can't take it /sobs I want to hand out with friends lah. Stuck at home almost everyday, eat like a pig, sleep like a pig, exercise like one(means none), my stomach is fucking round already ok??? So pissed. I only did 20 sit ups a few days ago omfg I am so out of shape the heck T_______T I can't wait for school to reopen dammit. According to my facebook friends(malaysian one), we have approximately 2 more weeks till our holidays end. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? I'd say both to be honest haha /sobs foreva bye

A little vid to cheer up this dull post kkkk X-5 not bad luh ^^;;;

Day 08 - Short term goals for this month and why

2011-12-11T20:19:00.001+08:00

the heck is wrong with this challenge? It's december and i have no goals to be honest. I just wanna be lazy and stuffs by chilling, eating, sleeping, playing etcetc . . . so tired. have nothing to write about so byebee ~

Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

2011-12-11T07:36:00.001+08:00

Lol this is totally simple. It is obviously

Mangas as well lmao. Forgot to put it in. I missed a day because mom butted in T______T I'll be going Ipoh today...actually, in less than an hour I'll be leaving my home T___T To visit my grandma's third sister. Bye

Day 06 - Favourite super hero and why

2011-12-09T22:05:00.001+08:00

Super hero as in like Superman and stuffs? I don't know them D: So I think it has to be my parents because they raised me to become the person I am today ~ I am completely useless tbh lol T______T Today I woke up late, feeling extremely sore all over, so painful omfg. Haven't had that feeling since school ended. I miss school so much wtf. Next year I'll be in the morning session...which means I have to do my prefect duties extremely well!! This year the discipline wasn't really tight and the teachers are really...how do you put it..."if you study well, get good results and listen to what i say, then i'm good" something like that lah. The only ones being extra extra strict and stuff were my school's headmistress, my History teacher and one of the school's Science teacher. Ugh that teacher ah, we call her Dolores Umbridge. There's like 4 Dolores Umbridge in my school. Funny really. I wonder if we can break the record next year hhahahaha. I think it would be at least 10 lol. Tomorrow I'll be attending a party at my tuition teacher's place with my dear Vivian!! My sis, Claudia and her sis Vivi will be there as well :"> I'm the same age as Vivian which is 14(going on 15) and both Claudia and Vivi are also the same age. Oh the pleasant irony of it lol. Vivian said that Vivi has to have a friend called Claudia in her life and I have to agree with her because kindergarten, Vivi was friends with my sister Claudia then during primary they had to separate because my sis went into a chinese school while Vivi went into a kebangsaan school and in Vivi's school(which is also my old school) she had another friend called Claudia. Then last year, Vivian and Vivi shifted to another state, Vivi has another friend called Claudia there. The heck? lololol Freaky really. I'm so glad they came back here to visit :') Her mom asked me to visit them back in return next year lololol I was like......."wtf D:" I have to ride an aeroplane alone T____T with sister maybe loh but the aeroplane fees T_____T and the packing, and the transport...what do I do???? T______T I really want to visit them but so many obstacles goddammit.

Oh today I just listened to U-KISS's Tick Tack and watched the MV and OMFG IT WAS SUPERB!!!! They had it down. I mean, their Japanese were so fluent and the choreography was simply amazing!!! One of my favourite Japanese songs sung by korean idols T¬T

Day 05 - A Picture of somewhere you've been to

2011-12-08T22:47:00.001+08:00

They ask to post a picture but I never abide by the rules :> The place I've been to and truly an experience would be Brisbane, Australia. My aunt and uncle lives there in a peaceful neighbourhood in a really big, nice, spacious house ~ Oh how I love that house because it has a huge backyard and stuff. The floors were carpeted!!! OMFG AMAZING OR WHAT!? I mean when you wake up early in the morning and the first thing your feet would touch is the freezing cold floor right? THAT'S WHY I LOVE CARPETED FLOORS. So cozy. Get to like lie on it when watching movies with friends and some more so clean!! I always sneeze whenever there's dust everywhere and immediately catch a bad cold but no, it's like paradise living there *¬* My aunt allowed us to choose movies...we chose 6 I think hahahahahaha. 6 types. I forgot but there were Grudge 1,2,3, Chipmunks 1, Chipmunks 2, Little Man? Eh I forgot but OMFG so awesome. THe food!! OMG THE FOOD THERE, I LOVE!! Totally my style, morning, some bread, milk, bacon, or orange juice. Lunch and dinner my grandma would prepare them though haha but on Christmas, it was truly spectacular, my uncle who is an australian was an amazing cook, I get to eat turkey and stuff!! I love his honey carrot /le droolz I ate so many types of food there I forgot!! I love everything there!! I wish to go visit there again someday... but I have to graduate from school first haha. I want to live there!! T¬T I want to go there during winter so I can shop for cute winter clothes hahahahaha :3

Vivian invited me to play badminton with her today at the badminton court, went there at 6pm and had dinner at 9. Lololol her dad which I shall call Shin-chan(she called him that, idek why) had to leave us because he had some urgent business to attend to. So around 9, he picked us up and took us to have dinner at this cafe called Cafe Rogers(touché lol). So many adults were there, having a booze, smoking, talking, laughing while playing pool and stuffs. As we went in, Vivian was immediately swarmed by those adults, it seems like she knew everyone there due to her father. I was astonished to be honest lolol I mean, wtf? She's a teen like me and she knew so many adults there. The only adults I know are my parents, my grandmother, teachers, relatives and that's it. Parents's friends? I don't really know them because..................OMFG I'M ANTI-SOCIAL? O_O Anyways, Shin-chan ordered Hokkien Mee and some amazing honey grilled chicken for us. The chicken was excellent, totally love it. Had to finish the Hokkien Mee with Vivian though, ugh that's why I am so full. So many stuffs to do this holiday, I don't think I can finish catching up with Bleach though :( /sigh /sigh TOtally regretted quitting it. I WANT TO SEE LITTLE BYAKUYA DAMMIT. HE SO SEXY OMG /le exploding ovaries I guess I will go shower now hohoho yes it's past 11 pm already hahahaha who gives a damn. I will wake up early tomorrow to continue my Bleach marathon!! Byakuya-sama, wait for me ~!!

Day 04 - A Habit that you wish you didn't have

2011-12-07T19:48:00.001+08:00

It is definitely my nail biting habit. I have many other habits I wish I didn't have but this one is the most serious one of all. Since kindergarten, I never did get rid of it because I was unable to. Last year I really thought I got rid of it because I didn't chew on it for a month but suddenly, I started it again due to the stress when exams were coming....lol pathetic really hahahaha (´▽`)~ I hate long fingernails though because I can't really do stuff when my fingernails are long(which only lasted for a week before I got annoyed and start cutting it vigorously) and a lot of dirty stuff goes inside it. Eww much? q(*´Д`)p I don't know how other girls keep their so bloody long and do stuff with it....well, I do know that most of them who have long ass fingernails aren't really useful in daily life though hahahaha. I also hate that when I cut them too deep, my fingers suffer from this weird internal bleeding....so painful omfg. It's like needles stabbing your fingers （ ´Д｀） Currently watching Bleach...I will never give up until I reach more than 300 episodes!!! So far I'm only on 60 /le sigh It's because of my family members who keep hogging the comp. Even my grandmother asked me to buy my own computer.../sigh /sigh /sigh I seriously regret quitting Bleach 2 years ago...I almost reached 200 as well I think.... *wails* Ok bye bee~

Day 03 - A Picture of you and your friends

2011-12-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

This is the recent one taken by my Moral teacher last month :"> lol I have nothing to write about today except I'm watching Bleach and I'm really impatient about it. Really unproductive today, I -____- Bye ~

Day 02 - The meaning behind your blogger name

2011-12-05T17:53:00.001+08:00

I don't really have a permanent blogger name to be honest...but my current one is kokoro which means heart in Japanese. I know, what a cliché name huh? But I seriously don't know what else to put haha because I suck like that. Got influenced by animes and mangas hihihi :> So right now, I'm watching Bleach again because I kinda quit when Orihime got kidnapped by Aizen 1-2 years ago I forgot. Yes, I kinda dislike Orihime but she's okay luh. I just love Byakuya-sama okay? *squeal* So far so good, my Bleach mode is definitely on because my favourite arc is obviously the Rukia's Retrieval arc hohoho. Ichigo is awesome. /le sigh so many bloody episodes leh. How do I even catch up leh? /sigh sigh sigh I guess that's it lol bye

Day 01 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

2011-12-04T16:43:00.001+08:00

Today is yet another unproductive day. Woke up at almost 1pm today. Got a call from Grace saying that she bought Son of Neptune for me already!!! Amazing or what?? :D :D :D Looks like I'm going to be broke yet again.../le sigh Oh well, it's worth it I guess because I finished The Last Hero book and I seriously need the sequel to it!!! Oh Percy when will you come back to Camp Half-Blood? :( Grandma seriously can't cook porridge. She excels in other dishes but porridge? Omg seriously, it's like cooked rice boiled with water for 5 minutes and that's it! I just like the meat I ate. Yummy :9 and peanuts lmao. I ate peanuts with porridge hahahahahaha. Fried ones like the ones you used in nasi lemak. Speaking of nasi lemak, I seriously want one right now :( The way they pack is getting smaller and smaller every year D: SOMEBODY FINISHED THE CHOCOLATES AT HOME AND I'M SO PISSED LIKE FFFUUUUUUU. Definitely my mum. I just know it. Why? Because the chocolate is near her room and yeah >:( Reading Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi manga right now ~ Am enjoying it to the extreme!!! Here's a picture of myself =)

Facts about myself:

I love to consume food. Food is my everything. Water is too but food...they're so yummy omnomnom :3
I was born under the star Gemini so I always get mood swings. Ide know why
I'm 5 feet 3 :3
I'm turning 15 next year
A poor victim of a national exam called PMR next year
I hate my friends and family sometimes because they annoy me but in the end, they are the ones I cherish the most
I am an otaku!! Animes and mangas are also my everything.
Naruto will forever be my number 1
I never follow my decisions
I fucking love chocolate. Ide know why people would hate them :'<
I am also a K-POP fan =) My bias is Taemin and SHINee and currently am in love with B1A4 ~
I don't know what blood type am I but I'm guessing that I am one of everything lololol
I am pretty stubborn and dense at times...I think I hurt my friends and family a lot =(
I guess I'm pretty friendly...or not. Depends on my mood.
I like yaoi and straight pairings but yuri isn't really in my agenda hihihi.

Vivian and the 30 days challenge

2011-12-03T21:44:00.001+08:00

Hey guys, it's been ages since I posted. I wanted to post days before but it just slipped my mind like that... I am a failure orz found this 30 day challenges thingy which i have never finished before so I decided to start again. Vivian came to my house yesterday as early as she could because she wants to, around 8 in the morning? Went for a morning walk then decided to return because monster mosquitoes decided to attack her. I think it's her fault for wearing shorts though lmao. Her dad is so nice because he bought tons of nasi lemak for my family. I livee. I guess I should say we spent the WHOLE day watching movies like Monte Carlo, Breaking Dawn...and I forgot. Monte Carlo was amazing!! As for Breaking Dawn, I like the part where Jacob starts(like finally *rolls eyes*) imprinting on Renesmee and where Bella was like a corpse and Edward had to like bite her everywhere and suddenly...her eyes opened and the movie fucking ended. Like woah lol -_______- Then grandma cooked hokkien mee for us and we ate. I forgot that Vivian had trouble consuming chicken(what? I hadn't seen her since last year) so it kinda took ages for her to finish while I was already grabbing for seconds. Her legs and arms are freaking skinny. Made me look like a gorilla beside her lmao.

Around 4 something, we watched tv and I dozed off on the floor...then, I had this thing that everyone dreams of...I felt like I was falling and I suddenly jerked LOL embarrassing much? I tried to hide it but I think I still made myself look like a fool haha. So I fell asleep for a whole hour while Vivian watched tv with my siblings. Then around 5 we went out for a walk, halfway home, it started pouring heavily but slowly, we were soaked, unfortunately for Vivian, her mum arrived so she didn't had time to dry herself..I hope she don't get sick like me though because I'm having a terrible cold right now. My senses are seriously numb to the point that where I ate chilli and never felt a single thing burning. Woke up at 12 today which proved that I was seriously exhausted from yesterday's activities..to be honest, I didn't sleep a wink yesterday because I wanted to clean my room but ended up just vacuumming it hahah. I had fun. I just hope that I get to hang out with Vivian again somewhere else rather than my house lol -____-

So about the 30 days challenges thingy; here it is:

Day 01 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02 - The meaning behind your blogger name
Day 03 - A Picture of you and your friends
Day 04 - A Habit that you wish you didn't have
Day 05 - A Picture of somewhere you've been to
Day 06 - Favourite super hero and why
Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08 - Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09 - Something you're proud of in the past few days
Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, mad
Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12 - How you found out about blogger and why you made one
Day 13 - A Letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14 - A Picture of you and your family
Day 15 - Put your iPod on shuffle : first 10 songs that play
Day 16 - Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)
Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch live with for one day and why
Day 18 - Plans/dream/goals you have
Day 19 - Nicknames you have; Why do you have them
Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21 - A Picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot
Day 24 - A Letter to your parents
Day 25 - What I would find in your bag
Day 26 - What you think about your friends
Day 27 - Why are you doing this 30 Day Challenge ?
Day 28 - A Picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29 - In this past month, what you have learnt ?
Day 30 - Who are you ?

And the weird thing is that I just imagined the whole thing being answered lmao. Except the last two ones though, I can't really answer them haha. Well that's it guise. Bubye~

Emergency

2011-11-21T21:12:00.001+08:00

OMFG FFFFUUUU I spent half an hour typing a long ass post and when I inserted a picture in it, MY INTRODUCTION WAS GONE ヽ(#`Д´)ﾉ FFFFUUUUU SO MAD AND I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I TYPED JUST NOW. THE ONLY SENTENCE I REMEMBERED WAS "Yo people." FFFFFUUU.

I hate the cold. Don't you guys hate the cold? I love the heat...no, not body heat lol (forever alone) BUT MY FAMILY LOVES IT AND NOW THE LIVING ROOM IS FREEZING COLD BECAUSE THEY TURNED ON THE AIR-CON AGAIN FOR THE SECOND TIME SINCE YESTERDAY. AND I WONDER WHY THE ELECTRICITY BILLS ARE SO DAMN HIGH. *shivers me timbers* I think they're playing with me though because they locked me in (─┬─▽─┬─) I feel hurt for some reason hahahaha.

I have another problem to deal with which is my haair. My fringe is so bloody short and my hair keeps curling up for God-knows-why Щ(ºДºщ)(-->I am in love with this emoticon lmao) AND MY HAIR'S FALLING!!!!! I'm in an emotional trauma now lol （Ｔ△Ｔ） I don't wanna go bald pleaaase （Ｔ△Ｔ） I love my hair!! （Ｔ△Ｔ） I hope the hair tonic works because so far there isn't any results!!! ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ fffuuuuu I'm so mad right now. I DON'T WANNA GO BALD I TELL YOU!!! I don't wanna do rebonding because I hear that it's really bad for your hair...yes I've done rebonding before and I only realized it last year and I'm like wtf =A= It's been nearly 3 years I guess and when I cut it a few days ago...this shit happened. I DON'T GEDDIT. WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? Any suggestions on how to improve my hair's health? (T∇T)? Anyone? Please? I'm so desperate because I've obviously searched it up online but I think most of them are useless lol so I want like home-made suggestions lol (T∇T)

So many animes to watch.....and I'm so lazy....*sniffles* OH OH FAIRY TAIL IS BECOMING MORE NERVE-WRECKING AS MORE EPISODES COME IN. I AM SO EXCITED YET SCARED ON WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT LOL Σ(っﾟДﾟ；)っAnd Sekai Ichi Hatsukoi is becoming more intimate...I donno what to do lmao. So juicy XD Naruto Shippuden..more fillers... I MEAN WHEN WILL HE MEET THE DUDE WITH THE EIGHT TAILS IN THE ANIME!? I mean it's been ages since I've watched so many fillers suddenly ¬o¬ Cappuccino is a good manga, teaches men to be loyal to girlfriends lmao. So many animes I've watched and mangas I've read today so my brain isn't functioning well as it is still absorbing everything. Tonight will be the night where all of those memories will suddenly come pouring in....How miserable lol that means I won't be able to sleep properly with all the thoughts that come rushing into my pea sized brain. Waaaahh I hope my phone is fully recharged so that I can listen to music and fall asleep ヽ(´Д｀ヽ)

Nutella is surprisingly hard to resist lol. So many ideas to use it with (o；TωT)o BUT I AM ON A DIET SO I CAN'T EAT SWEET THINGS T_________T BUT DON'T WORRY BECAUSE WHEN NOVEMBER 30TH COMES, VIVIAN WILL BE BACK!!! YAAAAAAY!!! *throws confetti* Trying my best but...I can't stand it...but I WON'T GIVE UP!!! T_________T For Christmas I want the complete collection of Harry Potter and maybe Percy Jackson if possible ;A; And some KPOP merchandise and anime as well lol ;AAAA; I want an iPod as well lol ;AAAAAAAA; Screw rich people who has everything but still want more. Pha q pha q pha q pha q. I'm a bit unstable right now as you can see because I'm boiling with jealousy over rich people T^T but I guess I must be grateful for the life I'm having right now...

MY SISTER JUST BARGED INTO THE ROOM WITH 2 BAD NEWS AND 1 GOOD NEWS, the first bad news is that a cockroach was found in my bedroom. The good news is that she threw it away. Another bad news is that she said some weird milipede/centipede like creature went into my bedroom as well and she can't find it!!! I'M DOOMED!!! What is life right now!!?? Щ(ºДºщ) I better end this post this instant.

Abracadabra

2011-11-18T22:27:00.001+08:00

Sup brahs? :3 I know this is boring but I updated my really previous post about the tagging game and this time I was tagged by cute Sin Ying :3 http://simplycomplicate-d.blogspot.com/2011/10/dying-will.html Thanks for checking it out hohoho.

TO START OFF THIS AMAZINGLY BORING POST, IT. IS. FINALLY. THE. LONG. TERM. HOLIDAYS. WHUUUUUUUT? I SAID, IT'S FINALLY THE HOLIDAYSSS. I actually finished school last Wednesday because of the national exam that 17/18 year old students have to sit which is a.k.a. the mighty SPM (ﾉ´∀｀*)ﾉThe duration for the exam is one month leh WTFFFFFFF

I have to sit another national exam next year which is a.k.a. the PMR. It's really unfair because starting 2016, the Malaysian government would be banishing PMR. LIKE pha Q pha Q pha Q. -____- Meh, I'm not really mad but it's just that I'm lazeh D:

I finished Katekyo Hitman Reborn and I am sad to the extremeeee. WHY? BECAUSE HOW CAN THE ANIME END JUST AT THE FUTURE ARC!? FFFFUUUU. Everything in life is really unfair lol T______T

I'm free for the whole day tomorrow yaaay. Tuition was cancelled because my teacher had to attend a dinner party :3 and that's it I guess lol.

MY RESULT FOR FINALS IS SHOCKING TO THE EXTREMEEEE!!! WHY? BECAUSE...

I GOT 10TH PLACE IN MY CLASS!!! IS THAT AMAZING OR WHAT??? I know lah some of you always get top 5 and all that shit but this ^ is truly an accomplishment for me. WANT TO KNOW WHY? NO? OKAY, IT'S BECAUSE IN PREVIOUS EXAMS, I only manage to survive within the top 20 and my results were terribull to the point that I even got a C in History and I ALMOST GOT A FRIGGIN D OKAY!? Even though I managed to pass History, my heart was already in pieces that even animes and kpop couldn't even make me happy ;(

But I guess that was a lesson learned because during the exam after the mid terms which is known as...um, August I guess, things started becoming bright for me because I GOT AN A FOR HISTORY LOLOLOL. I guess it's thanks to the teacher who prepared it...the exam only tested our knowledge for two chapters in the textbook and it's not even 2 chapters you know!! I guess it's chapter 6-7.6 LOLOLOLOL but I still got number 19 I think :( SEE!?!?!? ONLY TOP 20 LIKE FFFUUUU Last year was the first year of secondary school and I was awesome because I got top 6(me being number 6 lololol) I guess I was being too careless and snobbish :(

THE PRESSURE FOR FINALS REALLY GOT INTO ME DURING THE DEEPAVALI HOLIDAYS BECAUSE I ONLY STUDIED FOR 4 SLEEPLESS NIGHTS FOR IT BUT I GUESS IT WAS WORTH IT...? BECAUSE LOOK AT MY RESULTS. WAH. SO HAPPY THANK GOD T_____T I didn't mean literally 4 days before lah because 2 weeks before also got study a little bit because of the malay idiom 'sediakan payung sebelum hujan' which means prepare the umbrella before the rain ahahahahahahah.

And that is the story on how I manage to get to the top ＼(*T▽T*)／I already secured my place in the first class thanks to that :) I AM HAPPYYY TO THE EXTREMEEEEE AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH EXTREME HAPPINESS!!! WHOOOOOT!! (*¬*)//// I have the right to boast about it lol because I feel awesome right now after reminiscing about the past. Unfortunately, I got number 11 for the whole form because some bitch from the second class decided to butt in and steal my glory (o`･з´･)*sssiiggghhh* Well, other than that I AM TRULY GRATEFUL TO THE EXTREMEEEE!!! Ｏ(≧▽≦) O

I hope I'll get some reward for all my hardwork although my expectations for it is too high again ヽ(　　´　　∇　　｀　　)ノ Oh well. At least I have money when I am (maybe) going to Hong Kong during Christmas and whatnot. If not, I'll go shopping till I dropping and tumbling~~!!♪♪ WHOOOOO~!

I've been reading to many shoujo mangas these days that it's really starting to get into me, BOYFRIENDS AND CRUSHES AND STUFFS. The other day I accidentally discovered a genre called josei where adult female mangakas decided to be pedo about it lol. I'VE READ TOO MANY T_______T I am officially mind-tainted whoots. -____-

Post so bloody long lol ヽ( ´¬`)ノI guess that's it :3 Bubye~!

musings

2011-11-10T18:27:00.001+08:00

Sup people? I can't believe finals are really over. It's like a dream come true ;____; SAPS made my name sound bad lol. My surname's suppose to be Ng but they accidentally put it as Ang D: Then I have this weird thought that maybe they think Grace and I were related or something =3=

Blehh. They keep changing the results on SAPS and I'm so scared that my results will suddenly turn bad :( I NEED TO GET INTO THE FIRST CLASS NO MATTER WHAT.

We're learning human reproduction next year hohoho :3 Everyone in class is looking forward to it LOL. Right after we got our textbooks for next year, majority of us took out the Science textbook and checked out the 4th chapter.

We were like innocent kids. Seriously. We "ooh-ed" and "ahh-ed" hahahaha. We saw condoms and pills as well lol OvO

I hate to admit this but KHR is so much better than Naruto T_______T Naruto always have weird fillers but KHR is just aweshum. I fucking love Mukuro and Chrome OvO

I CAN'T BELIEVE FONG PARTNERED UP WITH HIBARI. WHUTSS o____o

Anyways I still love Naruto hihihi.

I won a crossword puzzle yesterday and got a green file with an exercise book inside. Class A were competing like mad in it LOL. It's a race against time!! I finished first but my name was the last one to be called T_____T

We also entered a competition called 'kolam' where it's a traditional Indian art. Can't wait to draw on the ground!

I also can't wait to go to Emily's house tomorrow as well lol. I'm finally reading mangas right now. I even finished the inheritance arc in KHR. Now I continueing Kimi ni Todoke.

I just want dinner right now haha BYE.

Finals are over!

2011-11-04T21:58:00.001+08:00

This is by far the best feeling I have ever had during this year. Freedom! Come on, who doesn't like it? Even though exams ended, we still have to wait for the results which in my opinion is the most nerve-wrecking feelings ever T____T

I think I did okay though since I really studied. It's the Selangor state exam!! So difficult omfg ;____; I got back some of my results...*sigh* I'm really disappointed in Maths. I wanted 90 but I got 3 marks lower than that. SIGH. My English paper 1 got 39 out of 40. Not bad but still, why must it be share!? Why did I change it!? /le crey

During this week, I felt very happy lol. Like very very happy. Like the 'happy' feeling is stuffed inside of me from head to toe. Very happy... /le dreamy sigh

Anyways, I really want good results. I want to get into the first class. I can't wait to get them next week! Monday is a holiday though. WAAEEE ;_____; I want to go to Emily's and just chill there by watching Harry Potter movies and eating junk food. Hihihi.

Vivian's coming back from Sarawak!! I CANNOT WAIT. FINALLY, THE MOMENT HAS ARRIVED. IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE I LAST SAW HER. I CAN'T WAIT TO HANG OUT WITH HER AGAIN!! She went skinnier and prettier lol ;____; Me? I got fatter and my face, ugh, is in such a bad condition that I feel like she's not going to recognize me. WHY CAN'T MY FACE BE FLAWLESS? /breaks down

I must get at least 5 A's T_____T God, please let me get at least 5 A's. Please please please, with chocolate and chocolate syrup and honey and caramel on top? c:

I CAN'T WAIT TO JUST LIKE, CHILL WITH FRIENDS AT SCHOOL OR MAYBE RAID THEIR HOME HAHAHAHAH. I love them.

I get to watch animes again like omfg. It's been days since I last watched them. I AM IN LOVE WITH KHR RIGHT NOW. OMFG. GOKUDERA IS THE THING!!! I finally found one modern guy that is so my type hahahahhaha I wanna marry him lol. (fat chance) I want money T_____T So broke...my friends are so bloody rich it breaks my heart seeing them spend money at school ;____;

I want sweets. They are heaven. *Q* I need to cut down my extreme food intake, after all, I need to prepare myself so that I am presentable when I meet Vivian lololol. (i just want to wear nice clothes)

I have so many things to say. Like we're going to return our school books on Tuesday and I lost half of them. I also have to hand in my curricular report card which I obviously lost it as well although I just found it a few days ago. I'm such a klutz. I always lose stuffs like my mp3 player, almost lost my identification card and almost went to the police station just to get another one(that really freaked me out), accidentally put my handphone into the washing machine(the phone was so cuteee), lost like 10 new pens(ugh T___T) and the list goes on and on and on.

My hair is so unhealthy T___T Ugghhh so many problems due to the after-pressure from the finals. So I'm just going to sleep, eat and play. Nothing more, nothing less.(hahahahah -_____-) So I guess that's it o___o bye.

Dying will!!

2011-10-15T15:57:00.000+08:00

I got tagged by Shalla, Joy, Sin Ying and Kak Syira o3o I feel loved! T____T<3 lol.

Rules:

1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on the post
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty)have to tag 11 people.

11 Things About Me.
I. I'm a very shy person.
II. According to my friends, I'm confusing because I don't do what I say but instead I ended up doing another thing if you get what I mean. Indecisive? Last minute answer? =A=
III. I love food and water and chocolate
IV. Addicted to animes and j-pop and k-pop
V. I think that there's a perfect someone for every girl out there and yes, including me lololol
VI. My addiction towards something only last for a while until I find another one to be obsessed about.
VII. I love my family and friends
VIII. I love to read
IX. I'm lazy and obnoxious if someone annoys the hell out of me
X. I have zits all over my face. Don't let pictures fool you
XI. I love animes

Shalla's questions:
1. What can you say about your music taste?
I guess I only listen to asian pop, some rock and classic ballads? Anything's fine really. I don't like loud music that make my ears bleed.
2. Are you the most hateful person you know?
Yes unfortunately because I'm fucking judgemental.
3. If you are to die 10 minutes later, whose photo would you like to see last?
My family and friends.
4. Chocolate or milk?
Definitely chocolate. I think the first food I ate was chocolate because I can't eat any other flavours!
5. How much do you love your Dad?
Infinity and beyond because he's just so caring in the inside even though he looks fierce on the outside
6. Are you aware of your beauty?
Only in pictures I look good haha. So no
7. Do you think I'm insane for asking such questions?
Not really
8. Are you nocturnal or a daylight person?
Nocturnal haha
9. What do you look for in a bookstore?
Stationeries first then notebooks and finally story books *A* and maybe some cheap mangas
10. Is Xiaoyan a good friend or what?
Awesome friend
11. Do you think my blog is worth reading?
Yes somehow haha. I love the bursting packet of chips post.

Kak Syira's questions:
1 . What is your favourite pillow ?
The ones I sleep with
2. What kind of flower did you like ?
I don't particularly like any flowers but they all seem kinda nice
3. When you're growing up , what did you want to be ?
I am not sure but my family thinks I want to become a doctor but in reality I kinda don't but on some days I feel like I wanna become one because I want to help those sick ones T___T
4. What kind of Boy / Girl did you like ?
I feel stupid because I always go for looks first lkjJSJHDHDGDAGDHGDF
5 . Are you an active person or not ?
Um...yes? Haha
6 . Talkactive or Untalkactive ?
Very talkative with friends and teachers :D
7 . When will you gonna fly to university ?
oAo idk.
8. What is your hobby?
Watching animes and eating
9. Science or Mathematics ?
Both :D
10. What is your sweet memories ?
time spent with loved ones
11. What is your bitter memories ?
time spent alone in the dark
12. What is your ambitions ?
i told you already, idk!
13. What is you dream ?
To be rich so I can provide for my family
14. Did you love to hangout with friends ?
Obviously yes
15. Which one you prefer ? Chocolate Mask or Strawberry Mask ?
Whut.
16 . Do you like to treat your skin by using vege ?
Whut
17. I'm tired , True or False ?
True? Haha - -
18. Why I keep asking you ? Give your reason ?
You want to?
19 . Eh kenapa ni ? Jangan menangis .
Kenyang lah. Macam mana nak nangis?
20 . I need to go now , kay challobette !
Bye!

Joy's Questions:

1. If one person was allowed to come back to life, who would you want it to be?
I don't think the dead is allowed to be revived though and I'm sure they'll suffer if they're revived again o3o
2. What do you want to be when you grow up?
My lover's girlfriend
3. Favourite song/drama/artist.
currently KHR OP 1.
4. Prefer chocolate or candy? (cannot be both)
chocolate hehe :3
5. One place you would like to visit?
Japan then Korea!
6. Would you rather be blind or deaf?
Blind because my mind would be pure
7. If a shooting star passed now what would you wish for?
All my loved ones to be happy ;o;
8. Chocolate or Vanilla flavour? (cannot be both)
Chocolate!
9. Describe your dream house.
A nice comfy house with a lot of space for my family to stay in
10. Choose one word that would describe yourself the most.
Indecisive
11. Color that suites you (personality) the most.
Pastel pink? Idk.

Sin Ying's Questions:

1 . Who do you like the most ?
Lol who do I like ah? Hmm hot people lol
2 . What is your favourite game ?
I'm not into games but the one I'm putting effort in so far would be the Sims Social lol.
3 . Do you prefer family or friends ?
Both.
4 . What do you think of my blog ?
Cute :3
5 . Your hobby ?
Lazing around
6 . Japanese or Korean ?
Korean lol coz they're hot
7 . What is my first impression for you ?
Awesome blog oAo
8 . What sports do you like ?
Badminton and running
9 . Fav movies , songs ?
Favourite movie would be comedies and songs which are awesome
10 . What's your pet's name ?
I have none T_____T
11 . Do you have a great time with your friends ?
OF CUZ

My questions:

1. Do you think Twilight is better than Harry Potter?
2. Have you ever baked a cake before? If yes, tell your experience.
3. Do you think I'm a good friend?
4. Mum or dad?
5. Do you like History?
6. What kind of animes/mangas do you watch/read?
7. Are you a studious person?
8. Define kawaii. o3o
9. Are my questions lame?
10. Do you want anymore questions?
11. Oops. What do you want to be when you grow up?
12. Can you sing? Do you love to sing? Do you think your voice is nice?
13. What do you look for in a boy?
14. How do you study for an exam which is in 2 weeks?
15. I love you!
16. I guess it's the end?
17. Chocolate/Vanilla/Strawberry?
18. This thing is stupid. But fun.

I tag Susan, Suvi, Konoka, Kristen, Chiau Ning, Sarah, Sano, Grace and to all if you think my questions are worth answering :3

It's been ages since I last posted D: I don't think any of you would mind though haha. Finals starts next Thursday! I am in love with Katekyo Hitman Reborn now o3o So imma go watch until mum/dad/both starts to nag.

onigiri.

2011-10-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

Wassup people? First day of PMR holidays ended just like that although we did went went cycling. We as in me, Sarah, Jamie, another Jamie, Eera and Qishen being the only guy there haha. Can't believe he'd do that just to see his crush ;) but then his crush dislikes him. I feel bad for Qishen hahaha. The Jamies and Eera skipped school. I want to skip but then I'm too lazy to create a fake letter to give it to my form teacher D;

Today's the Open House for Raya at my school!! We have to wear traditional clothes so Sarah lent me hers which is a complete set of a Punjabi suit. I hope I can fit well and look good though coz I'm fat -____- It's light blue, which is such a pretty colour :D

I want to lose weight T____T So I'm cutting the rice coz it makes me feel too full whenever I finish my dinner. My stomach feels a lot comfy too haha.

My crush is completely heartless T____T I agree with my friends, I have such terrible taste in the person I like. T______T I hope the feast goes well though. I want to have some fun!! >:D

Can't touch this

2011-09-22T12:19:00.001+08:00

Ugh. Oral exam was OK I guess but majority wasn't paying attention to it, how pathetic. Let me tell you one thing; BM Oral will always be boring. Must be because that everyone prefers English Oral Exams -___-

I happen to stumble upon a friend's wall and I found this;

ISN'T IT AWESOME!?!? I am in love with Japan once again. I want to visit there someday with friends who love Japan as well ^^

Now all I have to do now is study for the finals. =o=;;;

pensieve

2011-09-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

Hohoho. New dashboard lay is seriously blergh. WHY IS EVERYTHING UPGRADING INTO ONES THAT ARE SO FREAKING COMPLICATED!?!? Facebook as well oh my gosh. =___=

I freaking love Ryan's video called "The Awkward Moment When" Especially when your hands are jealous of your feet and the last part. hahaha

During English class, we had to play out a drama called Rumpelstiltskin which everyone knows about it and of course, to play out a drama, you must have the script but we didn't so FOR THE FIRST TIME, we went to other classes to borrow the book which is the key to the drama.

Might not seem a big deal to most of you out there but it is to me. LOLOLOL. Nah, just saying hahahha.

Tomorrow is my BM oral exam. I thought it was today but then sir was absent so I was like... nevermind. History is seriously the most boring subject ever T____T But I still have to aim for an A in it for the state exam. How sad...

Being 14 is really sad... I want to be 12 again! Where everything seemed easy and peaceful and problem-free.

Hullo

2011-09-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

So, I'm like back after an unexpected long hiatus. I didn't even know I'd last for a month without internet and stuff but guess what, I SURVIVED although I did gain a few pounds here and there hehe but oh well. I can't believe I missed out so much juicy stuffs while I was away!! But meh, I don't really think it's important though, isn't it?

I'm bored. Like literally, bored because I don't know where to go except for Facebook and twitter and anime and khuntoria and POTTERMORE. OMG. I almost forgot about Pottermore. IT IS THE MOST AMAZING THING J.K. Rowling HAS EVER CREATED. It's just simply brilliant. It's beyond words although I got the shock of my life because the Sorting Hat sorted me into the Slytherin house but oh well, Merlin was from there too right? So I'm cool ;)

I wanted to be in Gryffindor terribly but suddenly, Slytherin came. ZOMFG. /le faintz I'm exaggerating a little bit though haha, Slytherin's ain't that bad, it's kinda cool since I get to learn it's History. I wonder which of my friends got into Gryffindor. >o<

My state exam is in October...I am terribly scared of it. Oh God help me.

Outing at the Curve

2011-07-31T17:04:00.000+08:00

So yesterday I met with Chiau Ning and Dania along with Sano at the Curve ヾ(＾∇＾) I was really excited deshou~ But of course, first meetings always turn out really awkward （。−_−。）Especially when I saw Dania's appearance ヾ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ!! Chiau Ning at least okay lor because already met her quite a few times but I haven't met Dania before so yeah... -____-

Sano's family came to pick me up ヾ(●⌒∇⌒●)ﾉわーい They are such nice carefree people ; ____ ; Sano, your bro don't look like you at all loooool XD

Nyaaan~~ We all went to MPH first to you know, buy some necessities. I ended up buying a pink PILOT mechanical pencil with some pink leads!! HAPPY HEHEHEHE.

Then went to a few anime shops and spent more than 1 hour there Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏﾜｰｲ♪ See the Ouran High School Host Club paper clips there? ヽ( ´¬`)ノﾜ〜ｲ !! So kawaii deshou~~ Then bought a Neji, Shika, Kiba and Lee file ＼(*T▽T*)／ﾜｰｲ♪

You can't really see Shika because of the blinding lights omfg. Used my phone's cam, that's why it's sucky hehehehehe.

Then went to IKEA's food court to eat. I really find the sandwich weird -___- Damn,should have bought vegetarian pasta -____- Then after that went to another anime shop there and I guess Dania paid for Sano's stuff ; _____ ; so luckyy ToT But I'm a good girl, I will only borrow when it comes to food. XD

Chiau Ning so shy waeee; ____ ; She hardly talked to any of us （ノ´д｀ノ While Dania and Sano were chattering off happily. But I guess it is normal since they haven't met for two years and Sano was surprisingly hyper when she met Dania so yeah, I understand. I just can't wait when Vivian comes back *fist pump in air*

AND THEN WE WENT TO THIS MAID CAFE THAT WAS REALLY PINK AND KAWAII 〜(*▽*〜)(〜*▽*)〜 OMFG. THE MAID COSTUMES WERE SO CUTE!! AND ONE MAID NAME KURUMI WAS THE CUTEST. YUI WAS REALLY NICE OMFGG SO HAPPY. I CAN TURN INTO A HENTAI BECAUSE OF THEM BUT WHATEVER, I'M ALREADY A HENTAI ANYWAY SO IT DOESN'T MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE RIGHT? XD

The cafe was called Tenshi *some japanese character here* Cafe. We shared a green tea ice floss and it was heaven OMFGG. It had peanuts and red bean and some pearl jelly omfgg so happy lar okay? ToT Wanted to eat curry rice but nooo, we just had to leave because it was time to go back ToT Sorry, we weren't allow to take any pictures :(

So we went back and we stopped by at their friend's house which Sano's mom and bro was at. *awkward moment because i'm a stranger* Then off we go back to Country homes~! BUT before that we stopped at one mamak shop called Ghazali. The teh tarik there was nice omgg so yummy I was in heaven heheheehe. Then all of a sudden, Sano's mom was staring at me and then lectured Sano about why aren't you wearing clothes like her? See? Pakailah, nampak lady-like tau tak? ajaslkhdj*etc etc etc*

Sano was flustered loooool. Must be bored because of those lectures. She must have had it everyday at home :L But her family is really nicee~~

I hope we can all meet up again though hehehehehe :'D But before that I need to save money first -_- I'm SUDDENLY BROKE BIOTCH.

I think I'm ugly

2011-07-29T20:58:00.000+08:00

So, a lot of things happened today. I can't even understand what the heck actually happened :X I think it all started this week? Sarah told me that Eera was pissed off with me so I had this wtf look on my face. I mean what the heck did I do!? o(*≧д≦)o and the reason was because I ignored her when she wanted to hug me...

*moment of silence*

God damn you idiot (≧◇≦)ﾀﾞ You wanna know how I feel? I feel like bitch slapping you until you get your fucking senses back. (´･д･`)ﾔﾀﾞand no, I'm not taking it back. Why should I. If you feel pissed off at me, say it right in front of me. NOT BEHIND MY BACK. AJSKASJKDHJSFHG

I think I myself don't know how to act after knowing it (´・д・`　ﾞ) And she was pissed off at other things as well but I won't say it. :X It's really urgghhh (-ε-) But I guess things are going fine now, thank god -_____- Shadrach was really protective and considerate over his friends's feelings. That was really kawaii and charming at the same time 〜(*▽*〜)(〜*▽*)〜 hehehehehehehe

This week was really...how do you put it.. um, a lot of things happened and I really disliked it. Like for example; WE FINALLY MET THE BITCHIEST TEACHER IN SCHOOL and Pn.Kasma can't even rival her -_____- At least Pn.Kasma doesn't shout over small things but this teacher UGH I ALREADY HATE HER AFTER TWO DAYS WITH HER AKJSDSKDJKSFF o(*≧д≦)o

Pn.Norashikin, please come back. You were the most awesome Science teacher in school everr. Pn.Suhaida is such a cutie, seeing her cute face makes me smile immediately heheehhehee. I sound like some kind of pervert omfg. -____- Um, Thursday was the most boring day ever.Why? Because we only studied Art and had a total of free 7 periods without any teachers!! Until that bitch came again -___-

Exam is on the 15th щ(゜ロ゜щ) All students sitting for the exam, GAMBATEH YEAH!!? ヽ(ヽ>ω<) Having a crush really hurts （●´･△･｀）はぁ〜 /sigh /sigh /sigh /sigh Because even when you think of him, you're very sure that he doesn't even think about you. /sobs It's too late to let go now because you've held onto him for so long and now that you realized it, it's even harder to do so. σ(ＴεＴ；）ナイチャウヨ・・・

Ending this post with SHINee!! HAVE YOU SEEN JULIETTE TEASER?!! OMFG IT'S EVEN BETTER THAN REPLAY ALSHAJLKHJSKLHLSF. TAEMIN ; ____ ;

Oh, Ramadhan month is here so that means we get to leave school early ^3^ Selamat berpuasa ya kepada orang Melayu yang sedang berpuasa~ 1st of August is the official one hehehehe

Super Junior; Mr.Simple?

2011-07-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

The most colourful yet powerful teaser photos eveerrr.
But I prefer Heenim's, Ryeowook's, Yesung's, Shindong's and Eunhyuk's the best hehehehehehehe.
So many fans are cursing at SME because they didn't upload the video yet looool x]
Too much skin exposure DX *referring to Siwon /hides
So, looking forward to the video as well!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH.

Animes complete me.

2011-07-25T10:48:00.000+08:00

Hello lovelies hehhehehe c:

I had an amazing weekend and you want to know why? :D
I WATCHED ANIMES AFTER LIKE WHAT, 2-3 MONTHS?? OMFG. I almost forgot how amazing anime made me feel :') Even more amazing than K-POP goodness hehehehe sorry to say :(
It's just that, anime makes me feel more...me as in the crazy, weird, strange yet awesome kind of me lol xD
Anime is a part of my life and I can never ever forget that feeling. Funniest moments at the most critical situation, oh god, I seriously wet myself.
IT WAS JUST AH-MA-ZING!

I found a new amazing character now ;D
His name is Okuruma Rin and he has a younger twin brother name Okuruma Yukio.
He is the offspring of Satan but Yukio isn't because his body is too weak to withstand Satan's power so instead, Rin got all of Satan's power.
Blue flames represents Satan. Scary D:
But looking at the picture makes you think he isn't right? :DD Damn PL LOL, put her username as Rin ¬___¬
All of the characters damn awesome and because of that, I LIKE EVERYONE THERE YES INCLUDING THOSE DEMONS BECAUSE THEY'RE HOT HEHHEEHEHE OMG.
The anime's called Aoi no Exorcist also knows as Blue Exorcist. IT'S AMAZING WATCH IT HEHEHE.

Then I also continued watching my childhood anime, Naruto :'))))

I was seriously amazed like OMFG. NARUTOOOO /LE GHEY CREY

Then Sasuke appeared:

/GHEY CRIES SOME MOE BECAUSE I ALMOST LOVED HIM :((((((( I like him yes but NOOOO MY HEART CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE EVIL HANDSOME MAN.

Their friendship are irreplaceable. Like fuck, why did Kishi had too make us, the Narutards, suffer like thiiis?? *heart clenches tightly* but whatever, this anime taught me a lot :'))

AFTER HOURS OF REMINISCING AND GHEY CREYING, I watched Fairy Tail which always seem to cheer me up because of its randomness hehehehehehe :'))))

See? They're so hurt that they still make funny gags in the most critical situations alive.

It's been so long since I've rant about animes like this o.o HEHEHEHEHEHEH Animes are awesome and I am proud to become an otaku :'DD I read mangas too like Kimi ni Todoke, Kaichou wa Maid Sama and of course Naruto ;)

I'm planning on watching Hetalia since my friends recommended them. I find it interesting too because the characters are named after countries like Germany, Japan, China etc..

I'm having an ulcer in my mouth now and it stings like ugh :XX BUT NO MATTER, it will never stop me from eating and drinking what I love!!

Have a nice day lovelies~~hehehehe :3

2011-07-21T12:18:00.000+08:00

I didn't mean to let my about me shit run loose loool. *embarassed* SO YEAH, THIS IS JUST AN EXCUSE POST so people won't see my about me shit especially my face -___- I'll just put that on the left side bar hehehehehe I'm such a noob because I don't see people posting their about me yet they still get wae D; Orisit because I'm a dumbbell lul .__.

about me

2011-07-21T03:00:00.002+08:00

Yes, that's me beside my Taebby hehehehe. So, I'll do a brief about me shit.

Birth name: Clarissa Ng Tzer Jing

Nicknames: Cla, Clar, Marshy, Claire, Clay etcetcetc

Age: Officially 14

D.O.B: 18th June

Country: Malaysia

Languages: British English, American English, Malay, Hokkien, Cantonese, Japanese and Korean.

Race: Fully Chinese

Religion: Buddhist

Hate you

2011-07-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

So today I was really expecting Lily's group to present their oral because they're really THAT creative *o* and guess what? They exceeded my expectations! It was truly fabulous like Sharpay would say, God I miss her :( Her title was "How to fix a flat tyre" and I thought that it was hard since their group only consist of only 4 girls but I guess never underestimate a girl's power to do something xD

They did a drama which was reaally hilarious+awesome+crying because of too much laughing+etc XD Jeevamalar who acted as a French lady wore a sun hat, a pair of sunglasses and a scarf while Sharveena wore scarves of her neck and hair and both Lily and Sevanis(i forgot how to spell name D:) wore caps.

THE FRENCH LADY WAS REALLY HILARIOUS. OMAIGOD I DIED LAUGHING THERE. I should have recorded it man!! X'D She didn't speak like a French though but that was funny. When asked about her name the whole class exploded because it was so sudden that she blurted out 5 names combined in 2 seconds XD

/le sighz my group was the worst :( suck suck suck suck it sucked really bad!! D: Meh, no use crying over spilled milk =.=''

I made my very own kite today!! :D It's not that good but I like it because it's so purty. It's unfortunate that I didn't take a picture of it D; It was really naise eheheheheheheheh

I WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE DAMMIT. FUUUUUU- ESPECIALLY HARRY POTTER UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH UGH. Kung Fu Panda 2 was really hilarious I rike it c: Dad bought us some Rocky chocolate sticks and it roocked HEHEHEHEHEH. I love chocolate :3 Not that I hate other flavors though, I like vanilla, strawberry, blueberry, orange, MANGO, green tea etcetc *Q*

SOMEBODY BUY ME SOME CUTE PLUSHIES BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ONE :(

Pretty please let it work

2011-07-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, it's been like what? A week? :O Meh, don't really care but MY THIRD ORAL EXAM IS TOMORROW!!! Wtf man, T_____T IT'S MY THIRD!! Screw the teacher because we should only have two in a year but nooo, this teacher is so lazy to teach that she created her own rules!! It's such a bother because my BM oral exam is also the same T____T I prefer sticking with reading the texts from the textbooks aloud. D: NAEGA WAE MUST I SUFFER LIKE THIS??

My group is stuck with the topic:

HOW TO MAKE A SANDWICH.

You may think it's fun but actually, it's really hard coming up with ideas and yet I'm still here blogging+lazying my ass off :( I'm pretty anxious about this actually since we didn't rehearse properly because they think that we don't have to and we'd do fine. But I do not feel that way because I have major stage fright!! When will I be able to get rid of my stage fright? :( It's been years..since kindergarten actually..but since this is a group performance, I think I'll do good because I'm not alone like I used to.

I really hate individual performances loool -____-

So my to-do lists are:

Preparing the egg Mayo mixture
Bringing butter knives (10 or was it 20? D:)
Create a script to make me feel less nervous
Rehearse the dance I need to do for boom boom pow. Rooban asked me to create my own dance but I can't really dance so I'll just wear some sunglasses and pump my chest to the beat or something
BE CONFIDENT

So I guess that's it :S

Sarah totally broke a guy's heart today by saying that Emily doesn't like him but likes someone else :'( Poor innocent naive guy, I wish you the best. /le sniff I WANT TO SEE HOT CHINESE GUYS IN MY SCHOOL BUT NOOO, YOU HAD TO HAVE NONE HERE!! -_____- /sigh Life is sad *nod*

Exam's just around the corner but it's August 15th to be exact! D: History is until chapter 6... and I am a definite goner for it :( /sigh NEED TO STUDY!!!

ON THE SIDE NOTE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ONE AND ONLY MAGNIFICENT TAEMIN!!

You're finally legal now :') Here in Malaysia that is looool -___- Or is it 21? I forgot D: Happy blessed birthday Taemin, I as your No.1 fan will always love and support you no matter what :) No one can ever replace you in my heart unless my future boyfriend to come which I do not know who but I guess fate will decide it but for now, TAEMIN IS MY NO.1!! ♥♥

Parents Teachers Conference Day 2011 D:/ 1Larian1Murid1Sukan1Sekolah

2011-07-02T00:35:00.000+08:00

FINALLY, A REASON TO BLOG NOW XD So today was this parents meet teachers day because of the child's report card and some auntie talk. LIKE SERIOUSLY, a mother who talked with a Form teacher over 1 friggin hour O_______O YOU MAD OR WHAT?? Don't have considerations la some mothers, I know la your child/children really have major major problems and suck a lot but please have some feelings for the other parents who are sitting and standing waiting for you to finish. -cue in some mothers trashing her furiously while glaring daggers-

Even I, a girl who also have major major problems and suck a lot(god i'm contradicting myself lol XD) know this feeling of waiting. You see, I'm kinda like Sasori from Naruto Shippuden because I don't like people making me wait and I don't like making people wait because it's really annoying/ma fan.

/le crey My mom didn't want to come today to take my report card and to bring me back home because she was lazy T________T I was so heartbroken by her simple excuse looool but never mind because always expect the unexpected because Grace's mom took for me and brought me back home 8D Sarah's mom was suppose to but I guess Grace's house is nearer to mine so I guess it's much more convenient.

I became an awesome secretary today because I helped Sir Halim to write records of students with discipline issues :'D ~~It was awshum~~ I was awshum 8D Then in came Madam Nik Norhaswani to take pictures of us (considered camwhoring as well loool but pictures were taken by teacher herself and Maevelline)

I'm the one in between Grace(the really fair one) and Edmund aka Lee Dong Cheng. Madam Yeo really haz a charming smile :) My hairstyle yeng sia loool SEE?? I'M WRITING THERE!!! I feel so damn awesome trololol Sarah's the one with the curly hair while Shamini is the one grinning like an idiot :P There's HAAAAIkal and Hafidz and Syafiq...I think XD HAPPY FAMILY :')

I'm the one almost kissing Jamie aka Flat Mushroom because she did her hair :P Madam Nik is in blazing orange bronze kinda baju kurung. HAPPY FAMILY :')

I loook drunk LOOOOOL *grins awkwardly* Sashi must have been freaked out by me judging by his look XD Mridulla the other girl is... *.....*

HOHOHO

MY FAVOURITE PICTURE OF ALL BECAUSE I ACTUALLY LOOK DECENT IN IT XP

HAPPY YET SADDENING DAY YESTERDAY LOOOOL

Oh, today as in 2nd of July 2011, the Malaysia PPDA decided that today will be 1Larian 1Murid 1 Sukan 1Malaysia day and we have to be at school before 6 freaking 30 am because the whole country, judging by the term 1Malaysia is used, will start running at the same time which would be approximately 7.45 am. This is so sad because I hate events that require us to wake up as early as 5am just to get fully awake and prepared and stuff =( Top 100 will get medals :o From Form 1-5, girls AND boys so most of the girls will die XD HOHOHO

I have transport problems /le sighz because I always walk to school and since I have to be there before 6.30, I'm scared to walk alonez because I'm scared that some pedo/animal would come and raep me D; Madam Roziahwati mentioned that my house area some girl really got raep..and is also 14? T~T

So, I'm really scared shitless lol ;_____; I'll will call everyone staying near me for a ride to school. No, I don't think I wanna ask my dad because he haz to send my younger sister and brother to school for the 1Malaysia shit too so I don't wanna risk being late to that event =( Hmm, I have three person in mind to call but I'm worried that two out of three will not come because ONE WORD: LAZY. What a stupid disease .____. Or maybe they think it's not really important but in reality it actually is because our co-curricular marks might be saved by this event!! :'D So yeah, it's compulsory as well >< /le creyz

Insecure

2011-06-26T02:20:00.002+08:00

Lately, I've been feeling quite...uncomfortable at school after I found out secrets/rumours and all that shit. And it's not like me to be "uncomfortable" because usually, I'm the type that doesn't give a damn to what's not related to me but this is really hard to ignore and I'm really frustrated about it. Like Suvii said, it's better to worship friends, family and celebrities rather than a boy who doesn't even give a fuck about you. I know how it feels to be heartbroken mainly because I've watched too many dramas, experienced it myself and through friends .___.

What an excuse to try and forget the boy you've crushed on since last year >_> I don't wanna feel the paaain anymore so I'll just get over him. My friends are really open unlike me who contains tons of secrets even my best friends don't know. I'm not brave because I'm scared of those contagious rumours that spread like lightning. I hate people talking behind my back. I hate people who keep secrets of me behind my back. I hate liars. No matter who you are, my bffs la, friends la, family la, 10 years worth of friendship punya friend la, I DON'T CARE. If you lie to me, talk behind my back, keep secrets related to me away from me, my trust in you will demolish immediately and that's how I talk less to you or completely ignore you.

I'd rather hear the truth from you that to hear you lie to me. I know it when you lie because idk, maybe because I always see/hear stuff I shouldn't have. I'm blessed with sharp eyes, ears and mind so I comprehend situations faster than you could've said "nyan".

What I'm trying to say is... I HATE FRIENDS WHO KEEP STUFF AWAY FROM ME. Some more you know how I feel. Well guess what, I'll get over him. I know/don't know whether you're doing this to save my feelings la or what but lies cut me although the truth always hurt. Gah, I can't even understand what I'm trying to say here D: This is just too over-whelming T_____T

Life's a bitch like fuck it.

On the bright side, ORAL EXAM: SUCCESS!!! My friends said that I was really calm and they were pretty darn surprised :'D I'm so proud of myself!!! Today's Sports Day /le sigh I feel worried for some reason :/

mid term results

2011-06-23T01:44:00.000+08:00

So, I got my results back and to be honest, I'm feeling kinda like in between. Not too heartbroken because it's kinda bad compared to my first monthly exam and not too glad because I'm not one of my friends who got last place? D: So to say, I only manage to get 4 A's. Yes, shocking kan because you think I'd get at least more than that because I'm in the first class? Well, sorry to say because I didn't.

Our results, as in the whole class, were really disappointing in my opinion. Even the class next to us manage to rival our results, WE AS IN 2 A, AND B WHO EVERYONE CAN GET ALSO 4A'S!!! *sigh* Congratulations to Sarah lor because she got 1st thanks to her amazing grades =) Shaun the so-called-prodigy got 6th and I'm like wtf .___.

Actually, ahem, I think our English results, were the worst, like seriously, I almost got a B in it, and so did Sarah. The smart geniuses in class actually got a B so I should tell myself that I'm really lucky that I managed to get an A which is 82%. Our English teacher seriously marks our papers like a British person leh =___= She says she wants something different from us, not like any other had done before and during the exam, I racked my brain for almost an hour just for the damn essay and you know what did I get?? A freaking 21/30. O______O Geez woman, I seriously don't know what the hell do you want. I'm confused, do you want never seen before stuffs la or just plain simple ones because from my point of view, your "wish" to see something different from us means, pure simpleness. BRANDON'S SUMMARY GOT 9/10. WTFFF. IT'S SO SHORT AND SIMPLE. LAKASHSHJDGHGK. So yeah.

I got 20th and Grace who's average was higher than me got 21st. *dances* Whoot. HA. She says she wants to drop Chinese because she thinks it's making her fall waaay back and inside I'm like,"Seriously? Fuck you because a lot of SK students wish to read and write Chinese properly but YOU who knows more than us wants to drop out? Ugh." I'm really frustrated because I lost the chance to learn Chinese because I wanted to study in a SK school. *sigh* So, I'm here visiting chinese blogs of my ~~friends~~ actually, I know them but they don't know me o___O Nyahahhaha~! Epic fail lor because only know how to read basic Chinese -____-

Our next monthly exam is in August so um, GAMBATEH >:O Have to put in more effort *pumps fist* because I didn't in my mid-term 8D

MY BIRTHDAY

2011-06-19T19:11:00.000+08:00

So, yesterday was my 14th birthday and my family and I went to Genting to like, have fun there 8D We left on Friday night right after I came back from school though so I was really cranky because I was so damn tired :/ I didn't bring my facial cleanser, my toothbrush and my cardigan D: It was so cold during the morning T_______T Had breakfast at Hou Mei(how cliche) and the food was...blergh. I don't even know why so many people would go there to eat!! Hainanese Restaurant was so much better! Hou Mei's food are so tasteless that you feel like you're eating water itself!!

I had beef noodles and it was so oily and the beef had so much fat that there's practically no meat!! What a great way to kick off my taste buds early in the morning -__- I didn't make such a big deal out of it though because everybody was so sleepy and tired XD

Finally!! Tickets to the outdoors theme park!! It's been ages since I've been there :') One tip if you wanna play all the rides there: WAKE UP AS EARLY AS YOU HAVE NEVER WOKE UP BEFORE because there aren't many people and you get to ride as many times as you want!! Like I've rode the Spinner for like 5 times in a row because it was practically empty XD

Corkscrew was the most awesome one because it's so fast and it twists and turns you feel like puking your guts out(according to my sister that is). I HAD SO MUCH FUN!! Flying Coaster wasn't what I expected it to be, not thrilling, exciting, or scary at all! Corkscrew was so much better so I think that the RM10 I spent on Flying Coaster was a total waste.

I ate like a fat pig LOLOL. We even ate ice cream during the night outside the cold!! I ate 3 huge bananas in a day.. Hey!! You can't blame me because the banana was sweet and tasted so good so I felt like eating a lot XD Besides, I haven't eaten a good banana like that one for ages...

I LOVE SUVI TO THE MAX BECAUSE SHE'S AWESOME LIKE THAT 8D And she made this so fast o.O THANKS AGAIN SUVI!!! :DDD

Got a spinning pen from my most awesome BFFs as well :') And I didn't(couldn't) say thank you properly so I'D LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU SO FREAKING MUCH FOR THE PRESENT :'DD You don't know how much happy I am just to get this from you guys :'DD I promise to return you guys a favor by..uh.. being nice to you? XD Uh idk but I'm sure when the time comes, I'll do something for you guys... hopefully.. xD

I WAS SO HAPPY I FELT LIKE CRYING :'D FINALLY! MY VERY OWN SPINNING PEN!! :'D And to top that off, they shared money, surprised me, wrote Taemin's name(LOL) and Grace sacrificed her feelings...somehow xP I WAS SO HAPPY!! 8D THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

That is one piece of yum!

2011-06-04T06:28:00.000+08:00

It is approximately around 6 in the morning now and I didn't sleep a wink last night because I woke up at 3 in the afternoon yesterday. So, as you can see, I'm trying to fix my fucked up sleeping pattern. I've turned day to night and night to day. Absolutely not good. I didn't even find a suitable diagram for my Science PEKA! AJASLJDJDHJH. Meh, I'll do it when my friend founds one. Civic, I only have to do the handcrafts part. /le relief sigh

I just ate the most yummiest instant noodles I have ever eaten :o

Yes, yes I stole it from Tumblr but it looks the closest to the one I ate except for the part that mine was bloody red because I mixed it with Mama's(Grandma) homemade chilli paste. Oh so yummy!

Oh, just recently a month ago, I find kitties cute and sexy nao :3

Look at it's eyes!! I feel like squishing it to death! >____< Which, imho, I'd really accidentally do it ;(

Now I'm debating whether I should go make myself the noodles again 8"D

2011-06-02T23:40:00.001+08:00

Kawaii ne? ヾ(≧∇≦)ゞチガウゥThanks so much Kak Syira for it ^ω^ LOL. I guess this is just an excuse to blog 8D

Seriously, I'm so dead about the Civic folio assignment D: Idek what to do! AJSKDHKSJFH. So many people watched Pirates of The Caribbeans liao leh T____T Kung Fu Panda 2 as well TдT AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO'S ALWAYS AT HOME GETTING FATTER AND FATTER AS EACH DAY PASSES?? I just can't wait to get out of the house tomorrow for cycling T___T

Wtf man. I thought school only going to start after my birthday. My friends all asked me,"Where are you going for the holidays?" and I'm like,"Oh, idk. Maybe going Genting Highlands on birthday" and my friends were like,"(・___・) *derp face* uhh..okay..that's nice *fake laugh*" I just found out yesterday that school's gonna start on June 13 and I thought it was gonna start after June 20 or something D: I'm such a sore loser AHAHAHHAHA XD

My fingernails are finally long now

2011-05-29T19:54:00.003+08:00

I seriously have no mood to blog at all because nothing's happening around me since the holidays already started D: all my friends abandoned me because 1. they are already travelling the globe 2. went back to their hometown and 3. they just left! I'm just sitting in front of the lappy eating Mister Potato Sour Cream and Onion flavor which, mind you, is the best flavor of chips of all! I'll post a picture of the kitties I drew for Claudia's contest which, mind you, isn't nice at all T____T Black is such a hard colour to blend and colour!! dfghjklajkdlfj. I FORGOT WHERE I PUT MY CAM!! AHHHH. Gonna learn how to write my name in Japanese and Korean~ Bye~

/le edit: This is better than version 2 ;A; Check out my DeviantART.

button award

2011-05-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

No need to upload the button to your own server
Give this button to 10 of your blogger friends
Thank your friends who gave you this award

Okay, I'll just give this to few of my awesome blogger friends here to let them know that they're awesome xP

Susan
Suviinthra
Shalla
Syira
Yunhae
Dinda
Husna
Sarah
Sano
Grace

Wah, tepat-tepat 10 leh .___. Thank you dear Kristen for the award again haha *sigh* So tired already D: YOU GAIZ SHALL SHARE MY PAIN xP

IT'S DA HOLIDAYS WHOOPDEEDOO~

2011-05-28T13:45:00.003+08:00

YEAAH~! The long awaited holidays has finally arrived!

Unfortunately, I will be spending them by either doing revisions or finishing 5 twilight-thick novels my aunt bought for me because I simply asked her to T____T No, not the Twilight series because I finished them 2 years ago 8D The last day of school was surprisingly painful for me to bear.

On the bright side, my birthday is coming and I'm looking forward to it because I'm gonna go Genting to celebrate!! Sad la because it isn't on a school day because I'm used to recieving small gifts from my friends on my birthday but a little difference won't hurt right? I don't understand adults at all. I just have to freaking explain to them D":

LOL, the video isn't relevant to this post at all XD but this song reminds me of Counting Crows's Accidentally In Love.

award

2011-05-27T22:18:00.000+08:00

Rules:

1. Make a post containing:

Say thank you to the person who gave you the award

Write about the person who gave you the award

Write about yourself

There's a banner code and award

Give this award to 9 blogger friends

Don't forget to leave a message on their tagboard

Say thank you to the person who gave you the award:

Thank you yeoppo Kristen unnie for the award \(ﾟ∇ﾟ)/ The award is fugly though >.>

About Kristen:

I met Kristen around uh, idk. Around last year something :D She's really..uh..how do you put it.. really "girl". I mean it in a good way of course! I said that because my friends are really rough here LOL. So, it's hard to find a girl that's really as "girl" as Kristen :3 She's cute and stuff too ^^ She's my first blogger friend ever (T.T)/ She's extremely nice and awesome! Nyaaan~

About myself:

My full name is extremely long so I'm better known as Clarissa Ng rather than Clarissa Ng Tzer Jing. My chinese name is 黄(Huáng)雪(Xuě)晶(Jīng) which means Yellow Snow Crystal LMAO. I don't understand my name xD I'm mixed Hokkien, Cantonese and Chinese..Does that count? xD I'm currently living in a country called Malaysia where all races unite together and I suck at studies (T____T)

I tagged:

Grace, Sarah, Sano, Syira, Suviii, Susaaan and Shalla

I don't think many of you will do it though heh xP

b for bodoh

2011-05-26T23:54:00.001+08:00

So you see, I got B for Geo and I don't know whether to be happy or sad about it lol. Happy because I thought I'd get a C for it since I didn't really study much. Sad because uh, it's a B? XD Majority got A leh wtf. So low la me. I so scared la because maybe I'm gonna get 3 A's. A for English*obviously*, Maths and Science. BM, Geo, KH and History?! ASDFGHJKL. I didn't feel any pressure nor stress for this exam because I thought it was just an exam -.- Never thought of the consequences. Fuuudge this. Told my mom about it. Now all I have to wait is for her to break this news to everyone and I'm also hoping to be banned*not completely*, from the laptop so I can study, sleep and exercise more.

This is really affecting my life LOL. Not that I actually mind but PMR's gonna be next year and I don't know what does PMR actually stand for. Maybe "Peperiksaan Menilai Remaja"? XD So yeah T_____T It's really important because the whole country's Form 3 have to sit for it and maybe get a chance to apply for boarding school for a better life.

And I still don't know what to do with my life now.

SHINee's 3rd anniversary

2011-05-25T00:51:00.001+08:00

via dorkey-

HI, SEXY BEAST CLARISSA IS BACK :B Today is SHINee's anniversary. It's been 3 years, 26 months, 156 weeks, 1095 days, 26280 hours, 1576800 minutes and 94680000 seconds. Look at how much they've grown! TAT Especially Taemin! *being bias here* I didn't celebrate their anniversary last year because I didn't notice lmao. What a good fan T____T Looking at the picture itself makes my heart scream JOY! Haa....

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OKAY, change of topic here. I really hate selfish people. :x Today was the day where we sit for the Science paper and like most of the students, we go to school, arrive, sit and read like mad. So ah, this happened you know, suddenly this person*idk who* say got soalan bocor wor so we mestilah rush towards that person who have the secret right? GUESS WHAT, THEY WERE SO FREAKING RUDE TOWARDS ME AND ALSO SHAM LA BUT I DON'T THINK SHE NOTICED BEING THE SENSIBLE PERSON SHE IS BUT I, was seriously upset with her attitude.

She even whispered towards my friend using a book in front of my face .___. saying,"Don't have to tell her k?"

UH, HELLO? I'm famous for having sharp ears and eyes. I can hear you and read your fucking lips*her lips was too big for the book to cover pfft*!! Why can't we just share? Class A shared a lot with you guys okay? Gave you answers when we shared class during Moral and stuff. That friend who took in the secret was an idiot as well. Sham said,"Hope they like, get low marks for the exam coz they didn't share."

I know I'm ranting shit but what if this happened to you?? As a student, we are all curious and wants to know everything that happens around us. ESPECIALLY DURING EXAMS WHERE QUESTIONS ARE LEAKED OUT!! Teachers at the back classes not being fair la, telling them leaked questions while the front classes were studying like hell. Of course, I do not object with leaked questions as they help us to focus on certain topics.

ASDFGHJKL. Okay i guess im done.

June SOTM

2011-05-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

Rules:
1. you must post about this, either copying this whole text or just saying that you've joined the contest, also leave a link leading to this blog.
2. the banner must be seen somewhere on your blog, it must be visible.
3. your blog layout does not have to be created by you, if the layout is created by you, it'll be even better. If i find that you're layout is made by you but isn't credited properly, you'll be disqualified from the contest.

what i will be looking for:
1. the layout. (the layout does not have to be made by you)
2. how you treat your guests
3. the kind of blog post you make

How to enter:
comment on this post with the following:
name:
e-mail:
URL

Judges:
me (Julie)

important dates:
25th of May - 12th of June is when you can enter, no later between those dates
13th of June is when the contest is offically closed, no more particpants
14th of June - 19th of June is when i will pick the winners
20th of June - ? is when i will be making the prizes, i will post who the winners are when i finish the prizes

Prizes:
1st place: 1st place banner, 3 siggies, 3 doodle, 2 buttons, a banner that i will draw for their layout and a 6 month advertisement on the site
2nd place: 2nd place banner, 2 siggies, 2 doodle, 1 button and a 4 month advertisement on the site
3rd place: 3rd place banner, 1 siggie, 1 doodle, 1 button and a 2 month advertisement on the site

the rest of the participants: a participant banner, 1 siggie and 1 button (all of this will be designed by me)

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Nyaaan~ Julie's hosting this but I have no confidence TAT At least I joined it and got something right? xD Cant wait hehs.

22nd June Jebal

2011-05-22T00:34:00.000+08:00

I absolutely can't wait for their comeback!!♥

Taemin's new hairstyle♥

10 stuffs

2011-05-21T15:37:00.000+08:00

Tagged by: Kristen and Phyllz

RULES:

Each tagged person must post ten things about themselves.

You have to choose and tag ten people.

Go to their blogs and tell them you tagged them.

No tag backs.

Have fun.

According to people, at first impressions, I always seem quiet, shy and weird .__. Then, after they get to know me, they wish I'd shut up.
I'm a narcissistic bitch, unfortunately but I hide my feelings well.
I am not a fan of History, I mean, History's kinda cool yes because I get to know reasons why this was built in 1820s and stuffs but WHY ARE WE LEARNING ABOUT DEAD PEOPLE?? T____T It's their problem not ours...besides, isn't my life's history enough?
I'm a Gemini so my personality always changes...fast.
I have a really bad nail biting habit but it's improving since last year December I guess.
I really freak out when there's a huge bug on me but if it's not, I'm cool *shrugs*
I'M AN OTAKU >:D Current favourite anime is Fairy Tail >:D
I love pastel colours... PINK.
I love K-POP, J-POP whatever POP.
Last but not least, I'm head over heels with Lee Taemin ♥

2011-05-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

So uh, *twitch* I don't think I'll be continuing the 30 day challenge thing or whatever since I got bored of it and I'm sure posting stuffs about myself ain't interesting unless you really talk to me right? T_____T Besides, it sucks tbh. Tomorrow's Happy Teacher's Day and I'm not going to school because only 10 chosens ones are chosen ya know?
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Okay, I lied. I just didn't want to go because it was effing boring when I went last year!! We have to freaking sit under the hot blazing sun and that's all I remember!! UGH. I hate this school's events and stuff because everything and everyone is so boring and I'm there staring at them like an idiot T_____T /le sigh

Okay, I have like, good news and bad news. The good news is that, Choral Speaking was fucktastic and I want cameras like you see on Tumblrs!! My friend, who is a year younger than me, HAS ONE AND HE LET ME BORROW IT AND ASDFGHJKJHGFDFGHJ it was beyond wordss T___________T I looked pimpleless in the phictures lmao. xD

The bad news is... Mid terms starts on Thursday...
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Houston, we have a problem o____o

Day 4 and 5

2011-05-10T11:13:00.000+08:00

Day 4 : A picture of yourself 10 years ago

HAI, DON'T I LOOK ADORBS 10 YEARS AGO? 8D

Day 5 : A picture of something you drew

I feel so emo after drawing that LUL. Sorry ah because I drew it so cacat.

Day 2 and 3

2011-05-08T18:46:00.002+08:00

Day 2 - A photo that makes you happy

best photo ever :)

Day 3 - A picture of you and the person who have been with the longest

It's Vivian! I've been with her since we were in kindy's. Then she shifted to Sarawak last year :( So, 10 years of friendship!! Yehey! xD We've been through many obstacles..well, to be honest, she started leaving me alone so I got hurt and like every other human in the world, I had my revenge, then a few years later, felt bad about it, so yeah. I still remember that she was sooo friendly with a girl and had her arms around that girl while playing. I stared, she stared, I felt like crying! Waaah! "How dare she fucking leave me??" was all I ever think since that day...when I was 8 I think.. *sigh* I'm tough, so for like 3 years, met new friends without her..then I think we automatically friended then started hanging out like theres no tomorrow. In my heart, she's still the friend I cherish the most though. /le sigh idk what i'm blabbering about here @__@ She gave me loads of stuffs I never ask for wtf >:O I love you.

Day 1: A picture of yourself w/ 15 facts

2011-05-06T00:30:00.005+08:00

I'm a major procrastinator. So, if you ask me to something, it might take a week and more.

I get easily annoyed but tend to hide it because I'm nice and I think of others LOLOL

I have this habit I really hate which is nail biting.. but it improved a lot OMFG I KNOW >:O

I eat a lot -____-

I jump, move, prance and skip a lot =___=

I shout a lot in class idk why ._.

My handwriting changes every single fucking time wtf man, why can't it be like Emily's delicate handwriting?

I'm shy at first but if you like, talk to me I'll be all hyped up and start blabbering all craps I know LOLOL

I don't trust people easily so I don't share my secrets with them..including my friend T^T I'M A BITCH I KNOW.

Head over heels with Lee Taemin. Tried liking some other guy that's 100x hotter but couldn't so this proves that I'm destined to be his loyal fan/girlfriend/wife.

We're born on the same date! ;) 18th ^^

My late brother has the same birthdate as him(OUT OF TOPIC I KNOW OMFG BUT THIS IS LIKE..AMAZING COZ I FOUND OUT WHEN I WAS VISITING HIM)

I love K-POP, isn't it obvious LOL?

I'm a bloody pervert that thinks naughty stuffs :P

I have a dream which is to lose all my uh, what do you call it, baby fats, yeah.

asdfghjklasdfghjkl. SO, THE QUESTION STILL LINGERS IN THE AIR..IS MY BROTHER LIKE, idk, reincarnated as TAEMIN AND THEN, MY LOVE FOR TAEMIN WILL NEVER FADE? XD NOO, DON'T THINK THIS AS INCEST BIATCHES >:O but wouldnt it be awesome if I meet Taemin one day? OH, CAN I LIKE, ADD ONE MORE? XD I've lost like...11kgs when I was 12 :O

30 letters

2011-05-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Lookie what I found :D I don't think I'll do it tho, maybe like a memoir or soemthing LOL I think this is like a surat or something..

30 days challenge

2011-05-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

Day 1 - A picture of yourself with 15 facts
Day 2 - A photo that makes you happy
Day 3- A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 4 - A picture of yourself 10 years ago
Day 5 - Something you drew
Day 6 - Your favorite quote, in your handwriting
Day 7 - Something You love
Day 8- A picture of the best moment of your life
Day 9 - Your most used electronic device
Day 10 - Your bedroom (In it's current state)
Day 11 - Your favorite food
Day 12 - Prized possession(s)
Day 13 - Favorite board game
Day 14 - Something Pink
Day 15 - What your wearing today
Day 16 - Something embarrsing in your room
Day 17 - Your favorite animal
Day 18 - Your favorite outfit
Day 19 - Picture of your favorite class
Day 20 - A place that makes you happy.
Day 21 - A picture of someone you miss
Day 22 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 23 - Something Red
Day 24 - Favorite purchase ever made
Day 25 - A gift from a friend
Day 26 - Everything inside your purse/backpack/wallet
Day 27 - The shoes you wore today
Day 28 - The shirt you wore today
Day 29 - Something you hand made
Day 30 - Your breakfast

Coz my blog's dead atm ;____; So what's a better way to do it if not this? :D

BE THANKFUL -reblog/repost! please let this be known throughout the world

2011-04-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

Taken from here and Cynthia.

If you think you are that unhappy...

If you think your salary is that low...

If you think you don't have many friends...

When you feel like giving up...

If you think you suffer in life...
DO YOU suffer as much as he does?

If you complain about your transport system...

If your society is unfair...

Enjoy life, how it is, and as it comes
There are always those who are worse
off than we are. There are many things
in your life that will catch your eye, But
only a few will catch your heart…pursue those…

This post needs to circulate forever...

I seriously cried okay? Because ya know, like every teenager in the WORLD, we all have issues, WE ALWAYS FUCKING COMPLAIN, WE'RE FUCKING GREEDY, WE GO MAD AT EVERY SINGLE THING, WE'RE ALWAYS JEALOUS AT THOSE WHO GOT BOYFRIENDS, WE ALWAYS THROW FOOD OUT, WE HATE STUDYING, WE WASTE MONEY, WE DO ALL THOSE STUPID THINGS AND YET WE DON'T BOTHER CHANGING IT.

NOW, WE'RE LIVING IN THE 21ST CENTURY AND WE ARE SO DAMN FORTUNATE TO HAVE PARENTS WHO FEED US, GRANDPARENTS TO GIVE US STUFF, AUNTS, UNCLES, COUSINS TO PLAY AND TALK WITH, INSANE FRIENDS TO HANG OUT WITH, FOOD TO EAT, WATER TO DRINK, HOUSE TO LIVE IN, CLOTHES TO WEAR AND WE STUDY IN SCHOOL. I hate myself because I'm one of those teens who does that ;__; Like hating school, get annoyed at everything and anyone, wasting money, jealousy etc.

I want to change.. I WILL CHANGE.

Stop the Torture of Macaque Monkeys in Jakarta

2011-04-29T00:22:00.006+08:00

Taken from Jakarta Animal Aid Network.

Topeng Monyet, or dancing monkeys, is a particularly cruel practice where juvenile macaques are forced to perform (dance, ride bicycles, wear masks) in the crowded and busy streets of Jakarta. An illegal trade in wild macaques that are captured from the wild has built up around the phenomena known as Topeng Monyet.

Fear and pain etched across his face, a little monkey cries out as he grabs helplessly at a metal chain biting into his neck.

As he lets out a high-pitched scream a gang of men force him to stand up straight, laughing as they tighten the chain.

It is just one of a series of shocking images of the hell the monkeys endure in the slums of Jakarta in Indonesia, where they are forced to walk upright and wear costumes… all in the name of entertainment.

A Sunday Mirror investigation discovered the monkeys are also made to wear masks, hats and glasses to catch the eye of passing tourists.

If a visitor stops, the monkey is ordered by its owner to walk on his hands, sit on toy rocking horses or ride bicycles in the hope the tourist will hand over some loose change.

Other creatures are forced to simply beg. On one Jakarta street a monkey was found wearing a doll’s head mask, her suckling infant clinging to her as she begged for money at the side of a busy road.

The disturbing images were passed to us by the Jakarta Animal Aid Network, which went undercover to expose the cruelty the monkeys endure.

Their torment starts deep in the forests of Sumatra where the macaques, an endangered species of monkey, live.

Teams of poachers use sickening methods to trap them. The most popular one is to shoot the mother and then prise the clinging baby off her.

Baby macaques are preferred as they have a longer life as performers. The poachers are paid £2 for each monkey by dealers, who sell them on to street “entertainers” in Jakarta for £5 each.

It’s here the torture really begins. The monkeys are hung upside down so they learn how to walk upright. Chains are then clamped around their necks and they have to stand up straight or be punished.

The monkeys are starved and only fed when they obey to make sure they learn quickly. The highly-social primates are forced to live inside cramped wooden crates and can’t interact with each other, leading them to become deeply disturbed.

After being “trained” they are taken to tourist spots to “work”. Our revelations will put pressure on the Indonesian authorities to take action. But the illegal animal trade is a multi-million-dollar business. Femke Den Haas of JAAN said: “It is pitiful to watch how these monkeys dragged from the wild are tortured and condemned to a life of hell.”

Sarah Kite, of the British Union for the Abolition of Vivisection, said: “Indonesia must act now.”

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Please, if you care and it's free! I am seriously slowly dying inside because this is happening... dahlah nampak african children who are also dying in large amounts :(

I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU GAIZ SO MUCH

2011-04-25T01:03:00.001+08:00

LULULUL. Please pardon my second pic. You can crey if you want >:D MY WEEKEND WAS USUALLY BORING AND ALL BUT BECAUSE OF SUVI'S AND SUSAN'S EXISTENCE, I FEEL LIKE I'M SOAAARING THROUGH THE SKIES BECAUSE OF THEM :D Nyahahaha ^^

I not active on blogger nowadays because got nothing to blog about T___T OH OH OH. f(x) comeback liao!!

So colourful LOL. Amber so fucking sexy here but my fav has got to be Victoria ;D Nichkhun was mentioned in her thanks to or whatever thingy ^^

OH I SO FUCKING LOVE THOSE TWO BASTARDS ♥♥♥ *sniffles* Please refer to the picture above because they got surprise for me T_____T *sniffles* NO, I dont want you guys to know lol O:< because for me only ;___; *sniffles* It's my first time having people like them do something which I haven't ask from for myself ;___; I AM SO DAMN TOUCHED LA SAMPAI MY HEART FEELS LIKE BURSTING OUT ONLY.

I hate this Love Song

2011-04-15T00:54:00.003+08:00

I hate this love song

Everybody in school is dating. Everybody in school is either busy chasing girl/boys or busy learning how to spin the fucking the pen (i'm learning it too ahah). EVERYBODY IN SCHOOL IS SO... boring .___. like wtf. I feel sick seeing them do that everyday. Is love really important? I don't really believe love at first sight or whatever but Kimi ni Todoke is an entirely different thing *Q* I wonder when can I continue watching it...

Sadly, I'm boring as well T.T I don't even know why I have friends and all that stuff T.T I'm really grateful because I have a lot T.T

I FINALLY GOT A FUCKING TABLE IN MY ROOM AFTER ONE FUCKING WEEK. It's like World War III without the table T___T books scattered everywhere, clothes are suddenly up on the fan and why is there suddenly a huge beetle in my room?? *shriek* but all of that are gone now thanks to my dad LOL. The table so effing tall like wtf .__. I just realized that I have very little books .__.

I don't know what to type now because I lost my memory for some reason .___. Bye.

/edit: Thanks Riska :)

//edit: Thanks April :)

Yapo's First Giveaway!

2011-04-05T19:53:00.003+08:00

Yapo's First Giveaway!

ITEMS ARE:

✿White poncho from Sparkle shop

✿Rilakkuma bag

✿Mini set of make-up brushes

✿Etude House lip & eyes make-up remover

✿Etude House Tangerine Cream Choux Blusher

✿Maegami Bijin clip

✿Notepad

✿Totoro plushie

✿Clipper coin purse

✿2 Darkness Falsies K.ma9

To join:

✿you must be a public follower (Google connect) or if you don't have a blog you can like my fb page instead! Leave your name, email and blog url in comment form (or your fb url if you don't have a blog).. +1 entry

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✿optional +1entry: Put my giveaway image on your side bar until the giveaway ends (separate comment please)

✿Deadline is April 29th 2011 (My Coming of Age day yay 20yrs old!).

✿Winner will be selected thru random number generator

✿This giveaway is open internationally!

Please join as I've joined XD I like the Rilakkuma bag and the totora plushie :3

#130

2011-04-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today we, as in Sarah, Shamini, Grace, Wei Da and I, pranked Lee Dong Cheng XD One question was still left lingering in the air though... why is he so dumb and blind? -.-'' We took his stuffs and hid it. First, it was his RM100. Why the fuck did he even brought it to school?? For food?? Oh you got to be kidding me XD After that, it was his Science Practical book, Shamini hid it in her bag and lied that it was hers. Then, it was his prefect name badge. I sat on it... then I held it in my hand and kinda put it under my armpit XD

We had a serious laughing fit because all the stuffs we hid, I put it on Wei Da's pencil box, then Shamini put it under his desk. Lee thought it was Wei Da who did it and whacked Wei Da like a mad woman 8D Poor Wei Da... but it was seriously hilarious though XD

Fuuuuuu. Pn.Noraniha called me because I was loud. Wtf. The others were at the back there rolling on the floor and you called me?? Seriously, wtf .___. Don't make me hate you and Maths okay? Luckily got my mother-like-tuition-teacher to teach me on parts which I don't really understand -.- I am pissed :| Oh well whatever. I don't really care. I don't know why was she chosen again to teach us for the second year T___T Behsong la. D: but then the advantage is that, we can be as loud as we want and the teacher wouldn't do anything about it.. idk why but AWESOME XD

My oral...props... UGH. DIE BITCH DIE D: I HATE ORAL T___T WHY?? If one on one okay la because teacher only ma but the whole class?? You want students die because of heart attack in class?? T__T Ugh. I don't get it.

Many couples has risen... so scary...

stupid bitch

2011-04-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

UGH. PLEASE EXCUSE MY LANGUAGE BUT MY SISTER HAS SERIOUSLY GONE TOO FAR WITH HER FUCKING BITCHY ATTITUDE. I HATE IT!! She thinks she's the big sister here. She even fought with my mom and grandma. What the actual fuck?? She yells and screams at them! Even I don't do that when I'm pissed. These are my true feelings. Please don't get all high or anthing.

Ugh, bitch. I hope something bad happens to you so you can actually learn a lesson from it. I hate your fucking guts girl. She lies. She fucking lies. She talks behind people backs and it ain't even true!! UGH. I AM SO DARN PISSED. You don't know how I feel right now. She went over the limit. UGH.

You know what? I slapped her because she deserved it. My palms are like boy's palms so you know how big and strong my slaps are. I wish I could beat the living daylights out of her but no because the red mark was there on her fucking dark face. Serves you right bitch. I'm so glad I blocked you everywhere on the internet so I don't see you posting stupid stuffs.

My grandma was like,"Thank god Clarissa was there. Serves you right for getting that slap." I'm still not contented. She threw a fucking chair and cup at me!! UGH. BITCH. GO DIE RIGHT NOW. IF I COULD, I'D THROW A FUCKING BLADE AT YOU.

Now my rant is done. There's more but they're beyond words. I haven't forgive her yet because I am baffled by all that she has done. AND SHE DOES THAT EVERY SINGLE DAY. UGH. So, what I'm planning to do now is to ignore her and that I will.

#128

2011-03-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

Oh how I wish I got a text message like that from him :( I guess it'll never happen... *sigh*

Anyways, I've been eating durians for two days and OMG, it's the bomb!!! I haven't eaten one in like a year or something :/ because I don't remember eating one last year D: Seriously. Oh now I've got a stomachache from eating too much at the same time XD Am I allergic to bitterness or something? Because there's this very very bitter durian I ate and I felt like sneezing... strongly. If it was the sweet one, it's a whole new level 8D

Dad, Mom and Clarence are busy eating away... I can't believe they can eat that much... hmm, I'm guessing around more than 10? XD

AW. I MISS HIM :X I like all of his bluntly honest statements at school. Like saying our uniforms looks too shabby, you're a bitch, the teacher's a bitch etcetcetc. Ahhh.

Disadvantages of having a Grandma that thinks they control all:

They keep saying some vulgarities.
When is asked to not say it anymore, "SO WHAT".
Keeps nagging.
Comes into room and nags some more.
Talks really loudly

and I think that's about it xD Seriously :x I am sorry to say but I really find all of those above really annoying... :x Oh, MY AUNT JUST TOOK A PIC WITH DATUK LEE CHONG WEI!!! WAAAH. DAAPHAAQ?? Damn he's skinny as stick :x BUT OMG!!! WTF?? XD Damn awesome :o

People are spamming my notification box again :X Wall-to-wall. How great is that .___. Sarah's dad taught her how to drive T^T Damn cool D: I wanna drive too but I'm too scared lol >_<

*sigh* Eye contact so unbearable. whatever. New girl's kinda cool ahah. She's now the hot topic among the guys at school :x No, I'm not mad. Don't judge a smiley by it's look :P I am so tempted to change skin again LOL >.< U-KISS IS DAEBAK!! XD Re-watching variety shows with SHINee in it. So lovely.

#127

2011-03-27T00:53:00.001+08:00

I hate people who steal codes from their affy's blog :/ I seriously, seriously hate it!! I happened to visit one and guess what? All of the stuff on her, yes her, blog isn't hers yet she says she made it all herself!! I don't bother with such people but this one stepped over line :I She copied my previous link hover code T__T That's what made me changed into this brown skin *sigh* Really upset now T___T

I finished watching U-Kiss Vampire!!! There are only 10 episodes T__T but the last one was hella hilarious XD Especially Kisseop XD Now I'm continuing my Chef's Kiss ;D Yeap, it's by U-Kiss again XD OMG, I am such a U-Kiss wannabe XD The ElVin couple is weird T___T Oh well, they kinda do suit each other XD Kisseop so freaking adorkable X3

T____T WHY DID BOTH OF THEM HAD TO LEAVE?? *frustration* UGH!! I feel like crying T____T

2011-03-26T00:31:00.000+08:00

I haven't watched Naruto Shippuden in ages... ;-; I wonder how are all of them doing ;o;

SO, I JUST GOT JABBED IN THE ARM ON THURSDAY and as I've probably mentioned before, I said that I lost the fucking tiny pink card and the nurses said that I had to pay 20 bucks for it but ACTUALLY, IT WAS FUCKING FREE!!! FREE I TELL YA!! FREEEE!!! OMG OMG *hyperventilating* Waaaaah, the 1000 ton burden was suddenly lifted into the air.... (´▽｀)b♪オールオッケィ♪ You don't know how happy yet relieved I am when the nurse said it was FREEEEE!!! Hehe (o≧▽ﾟ)oニパッ

My wish came true LOL. The class got the freaking bonus for the question on Living Skills. Too bad my average increased to only 85 point something something only ヘ（´ｏ｀）ヘとほほ・・・・ Wow that kid is seriously mature and cute X3

Another rant. IS EVERYONE'S FACEBOOK ACCOUNT HACKED OR SOMETHING?? WHY SPAM DAO MORE THAN 10 MESSAGES?? DO YOU WANT ME TO FREAKING CURSE AT YOU?? *Check this out! This girl...blablabla* That is just fucking annoying. I feel like hacking the person's brain and just fucking torture them. One more thing, why la all of you stupid like hell?? Don't click the fucking link!! OMG. Seriously?? Why are they like that?? Use common sense la deyy. I feel like slapping them.

Science tuition homework was completed yesterday... MANSE!!! Oh I feel proud because it's kinda my first time finishing it myself and then passed it up to sir. Oh, the feeling is just overwhelming LOL ＼(*T▽T*)／ﾜｰｲ♪ Even beat Siva and Kanesh kekekeke ヾ(〃^∇^)ﾉわぁい♪ Yet another overwhelming feeling.

Grace is pissing the hell outta me lately. Please. Just. STFU. I seriously want it to be my own secret so would you just please zip up your mouth?? (*≧□≦*) Look, I'm trying to let him go but you're blocking me!!! Do you know how frustrating that is?? *sigh* I guess you don't since ALL of you share your secrets oh-so-openly in public. Well guess what? I'm not like that. I can't share it because I'm afraid. Unwanted rumors would start spreading and who wants that?? Rumors aren't pretty. They're fucking ugly. I like to keep it to myself and please just let me be until the right time comes..

#125

2011-03-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

YAY!! Today skipped the stupid extra activities!! Never had this much fun since last year LOL. Wtf. I am so mad now because I have to wake up early just to go Grace's house for the History assignment ToT IT'S AT 8 FREAKING O' CLOCK IN THE FREAKING MORNING!! AGGHHH. I am absolutely baffled when she told me at tuition through texting. YOU HEAR ME?? I WAS AND AM STILL BAFFLED BY THE SUDDEN CHANGE IN TIME!! It was suppose to be 9... why?? ToT I am not a morning person so don't sue me if I accidentally kill somebody :/

Walao. The exam, quite a number of people beat me in it ToT WHYY?? WHY?? Oh please let me get the bonus in Living Skills. PLEASE OH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!! T^T *sob* I need it to beat some jerks in class ToT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE AND IF I DO GET IT I PROMISE TO STUDY REALLY HARD ON THAT PARTICULAR SUBJECT!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!

I'm really desperate for it lol ToT *falls on knees* PLEAAAASE!!

A really cute Form 1 guy added me on FB and I thought he was just randomly adding people after seeing the number of friends he has and guess what? Sarah told him to add me just because I used to go to the church he goes to. -.- Yeah, I was really embarassed lol. XD He's really cute just so you know :3 but I kinda have some privacy issues if you get me. XD

I think I sighed a lot at school today... *sigh* I just feel depressed for some reason :(

#124

2011-03-23T23:19:00.000+08:00

It's gonna be 11.20pm now so I need to like, type whatever comes in mind fast because I ~~need~~ no MUST watch Oh! My School because there's Onew :3 I WOKE UP LATE TODAY which is a good thing because I get to accidentally skip my extra-curricular activities held this morning keke.

Poor Sarah, forever alone in the morning because Shamini, Emily and Marina weren't there as well XD Keke. Gonna skip tomorrow's activities as well because I will not participate in any sport events this year because I've already experienced the terrible event last year. Muddy field, the fucking blaring sun which gave me the sunburn and also made me tanner. In addition to that, I only fucking got a fucking bronze medal :/ What good does that do to me? I even lost the damn medal =.=

Grace was trying to spill my deepest darkest secret: MY CRUSH. OH HOW ANNOYING WAS THAT?? She was literally at my face!! OH I WAS SO UPSET AND ANNOYED. When I wanted to give her the rightful payback, she said she was sick and told me off. Wtf?? You're sick, you annoyed the fucking hell outta me and when I wanted to annoy you back, you told me off? Oh wow, I'm really....gah. o-o

I already promised myself that I will never spill out my own secret because the one I'm crushing on now will never like me back. I just know it but I really really like him so it's too late to let him go now because I've been crushing on him since last year but I was trying to distract myself from him and I succeeded.

THIS YEAR, that feeling came back so NOW, I'm trying to like distract myself again. *sigh* It's so hard to do that when he's actually talking and making eye-contact with me at the same time. I swear my face went red right there and then. Oh he's so cute and good-looking. *fangirl sigh*

I swear when my friends seriously annoy the hell out of me, I will not hesitate to hit them. Oh yes I will. :X

average 85

2011-03-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

I got my complete exam results today. 5 A's and 2 B's. I'm not THAT disappointed though. Stupid Living Skills... it was the lowest mark I have ever achieved. *sigh* I think I still have some hope left though because of the few questions that the answers were left hanging in the air so please, let me get at least an additional 2 mark for it!! Do that and I love you forever my teacher and the lame subject. *sigh* Business was never my forte unless you count in the money.

MY FRIENDS KNEW THAT I GOT THAT LOW MARK!! HOW COULD THEY?? I am seriously feeling angry, upset, confused and angry tears are threatening to pour now but since I'm the rational type of teen, I don't go all fucking psychotic and stuffs like how the other girls do when they realized that their friends betrayed them, I actually had my own time to think it through so yeah, whatever. I know it's for my own good but WAE?? D: tsk.

There's this new girl at school that everyone was looking forward to. Rumors said that she was fairer than Grace(impossible), BEAUTIFUL(my ass) and ya know, the Princessy type? ALL OF THAT WERE FAKE PUAHAHAHAHAH. She looks average though :B I don't like her teeth though. It's really uneven and I don't really like uneven teeth on people. I'm not insulting her, it's just my first impression.

*sigh* My thoughts are really jumbled up now because of him LOL (bleh) Got depressed because of the stupid result and ended up not talking to anyone for an hour or so at school. I don't last long haha.

I'm back into my Tumblr life now because of my friends on Facebook!! I'm being nice here so yeah ^^ Appreciate me. http://taerissa.tumblr.com Follow me!! I follow back!! Slight chance I'll reblog your stuff if you're really really really really really active lol >.< I love my current layout at Tumblr, so.... white :3 Tae's favourite colour ^^ Keke. Nah, not because of him, I like the number of pages part there :o 400+ pages yay!! Keke.

My overall average is 85 which is seriously baaad. Let's just say because of that, a lot of people beat me in the exams!! What the deuce .__. FFFFFUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCC- O-E Okay, *mumbles* this is just the first monthly exam, you can always do better in the next one which is the mid year one *mumbles*

AHHHHH. This is just plain horrible.

4 A's yay!!

2011-03-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

My exam results maintained from last year which is kinda relieving yet disappointing at the same time >.< So far, I managed to achieve 4 A's which means, YAYY!!!!! The other three... *sigh* if I get 80 also I very happy one la D: So please >.<

Made a lot of eye contact today!!! Not sure whether he was like, annoyed or something though ahah. My fringe is so short :X Layered it and I regretted it lol. I look.... yer. XD Whatever la. At least the fringe can last for a month so yeah... When I grow this fringe longer, I'm gonna cut my previous fringe because wow. I looked not bad in it >:D I like the shape... makes my huge-ass face looks smaller ^^

Re-watching Star Golden with SHINee in it >:D So damn cute la Taemin and Onew X3 Then, I'm also watching U-Kiss Vampire at the same time >;o Blood types.... how interesting... because I don't know mine XD Only my mom knows hers. Her children?? Pfft. She doesn't know anything lol including dad's but I'm sure mine'll be Type F. Furreak. >;o

Kibum and Xander still in it >__< *sigh* So kyute... :< but whatever... I'm sure they'll find a way to rise up and become famous again and idk, appear on TV?? XD

OMFG. Oral Exam. After weeks my teacher postponed it, I COMPLETELY FORGOT!!!! AHHH!!! THE FUCKING HORROR OF THE FUCKING EXAM!!!! DX Whatever. I just have to practise it -___-

ONE THING: COMPLETELY BORED OUTTA MY MIND AND WHAT I AM OUTSIDE ISN'T THE SAME INSIDE.

Suba came back..and left.

2011-03-21T03:01:00.002+08:00

I hand-picked candid photos and um, interesting ones... well, to me that is :B Would be great if you like.. like them AHAH.

Hey to the dood back there. ^

Fail attempt at selca :X

Credits to this lovely girl ^

Sorry but Suba and Sano were talking about how hot Sebastian is in Kurotshisuji. -__-^

Yummy Fish&Chips. Almost forgot the name, had to search up for it XD I typed fish steak XD

Very unflattering picture of the girl we came for ^

PUAHAHAHAHAAH. Grandma :B

What ya looking at?? P:<

Out comes a flying shit that dropped here. ^

Yeah I eat with a knife. :B

Omo, "he" looked so cool LUL.

I look like Ah Ma only on Saturday. I was walking on the road, carrying groceries(bread) and I was like,"HEY!!! THERE'S A FUCKING CAR YOU IDIOTS!!! STOP THERE RIGHT NOW!!!" towards my friends.

I was staring at the Maple Story board :D

WAO. DOMO-KUN. I was so tempted to buy it but how?? I couldn't even afford to buy a drink there because my money was long gone.

Got electrocuted. :B My hair XD see domo-kun? :B

There were more cool and cute stuffs!!! :B I've bought one as well which will be revealed later ^^

---VULGARITY ALERT!!!!---PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED!!!!---

^ warned ya.

She look like aunty only XD SHouldnt have bought so much bread stuff for mom :B

TADA!!! Isn't it cute?? SAY IT IS!!!

Expression of the day :B

So yeah. Had tons of fun because

Food at MOM'S. Omg, the chicken chop!! Haven't eaten there in months. I think last time was last year ~~but I know I'm exaggerating like shit~~. I'm not sure :/
The mini drink shop. OMG. I DIDN'T KNOW THEY SELL CUTESY STUFFS THERE!!!

HAHA. I wanna eat there again :( It was so yummy. I don't even understand why the fuck didn't Emily eat. o-o Even if I ate back at home, I'd still eat it because I'm known at school as the girl who eats a lot :B I hated the drink though, too sour. Bleh. I was craving for some Pearl Milk ~~Tae~~ sorry, Tea ^///^

Suba's still the same although I kinda accidentally called her a cave man AHAHAAHAH. :B Not sorry ;) You still love me right? No? *sigh* Too bad :B

Huh. Short note sorry >.<

Chiminess First Major Contest!

2011-03-20T12:28:00.004+08:00

As you can see, it's Chiminess's first major contest and is open to you Filipinos in the Phillipines out there!!!

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I’m helping Charmaine Manlangit on Chiminess First Major Contest!

2011-03-20T12:28:00.002+08:00

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Fuck you NHM

2011-03-19T07:54:00.002+08:00

Okay. Another rant here. What the fuck is wrong with the company?? I mean, NO PROFITS FROM ALBUM?? FO REAL?? The company only treats Kibum as an issue maker?? The younger brother of the almighty Kim Hyungjun?? He's not talented?? Lacks skills as a singer? Well, I have to admit he does need some more practice but he's an awesome dancer+funny man+model look+etcetc! Is that not enough??

They also said that Alexander was only known as the idol who knows 7 languages?? Whattafark? Are you kidding me? Have you got your brain fried or something because his rapping rocks okay? Idk coz it's like... deep... ha.

Oh my fucking gosh. This is like... a spear has pierced through my heart. Alexander and Kibum are like entertainers of the group. Okay sorry, the whole group are fucking awesome entertainers as well as idols with looks etcetc. It's like, 10 and more in 1!!

HyunJung is such a supportive brotha o(´^｀)o Fuck you NH Media. Like seriously. You LIED about the 10 year contract?? How could you?? ALL of them, especially both of them worked hard for this. Even Kibum had to dropped out of school just to become a famous idol and this is what you do for their hard work??

This is so mad hurt. I wasn't even that mad+sad+fangirl emo when Jay left 2PM and I only found out after he left which was months after he left.

Slave contracts huh... I'm glad Super Junior members all renewed theirs. Okay, this is about U-Kiss so I'll shut up about Super Junior.

Arrrggghhhh!!! と(ヽ≧△)こヽ(≧△≦)ノらぁ I still cannot digest the fact that they left. I've started to like Kibum and love Alexander and this... piffanny arises! THIS IS CONSPIRACY!!! Whatever the hell that is.

This is mad stupid. Just plain stupid. Argh.

Suba's coming tomorrow.

2011-03-18T20:36:00.000+08:00

Oh my fucking gosh. FINALLY. I was able to go to singingbox after like what? Months?? DX Stupid internet connection. So yay! Got bored of the youtube code so like yeah :3 I have to say, singingbox is so... lagging. So many songs cannot freaking work! Wtf? -___-

Today's Friday and I've come to realized that I haven't prepared my English Oral yet. Go die in a hole would you? DX Uggghhh.... I'm pissy. Siblings are annoying as fuck and that made me even more piss-ier.

Oh I love them yes but they're taking their attitude a little too far so fuck. Pardon my French but I just couldn't hold this in anymore now. Skipped Science tuition today because I KNOW that not many will be present and even if I come, I'll be surrounded by weirdos except for certain ones la.

Tomorrow Suba's coming AND AGAIN, OH MY FUCKING GOSH. IT MUST BE MY DAY BECAUSE I'LL BE ABLE TO EAT AT THIS EXPENSIVE BAKERY/CAFE/RESTAURANT THINGY CALLED "MOM'S". XD I haven't eaten there since last year :"< SUBA JUST SAVED MY MISERABLE LIFE ^^

I should really continue watching Naruto Shippuden and Kimi ni Todoke's manga. I'm left behind as in a lot. Oh, Kaichou wa Maid Sama as well >.< Wait, there's Fairy Tail too! AGH, Bleach... K-ON!!! .......yeap, i'm definitely busy now.

2011-03-17T03:09:00.000+08:00

thanks Vivian ♥ but why you send me gift so early?? @.@ Now I have to like... rush and buy you one back LOL. XD

vid spam

2011-03-16T02:36:00.001+08:00

Stupid fever

2011-03-16T00:15:00.001+08:00

This is what made my day :) That boy so awesome lol XD I see my baby there ;) Beside Sulli ;)

THEIR EXPRESSIONS ARE PRICELESS. ESPECIALLY THE FOREIGNER. OMG. *le gasp* XD

Woke up with a terrible fever. My head and body hurt so much! I mean, I'm not one who always get sick so omg, the fever was unbearable for me. I had no appetite considering I also have a terrible sore throat. Water keep on coming up when I drink it T_T

Why am I online you say? Because I practically slept through the whole day and I woke up around 9pm because my mom said to. Dream High finished. The ending wasn't that nice but yeah. Whatever.

Re-watching Victoria's cut at Star King. OMG. I FUCKING LOVE HER BECAUSE SHE'S SO FUCKING AWESOME AND STAR KING'S EDITING SKILLS ARE ALSO LIKE, FUCKING AWESOME.

When will I be able to see Taemin at Star King?? T~T

BBC Flashnews

2011-03-15T00:36:00.001+08:00

via - Kak Kish's Tumblr :)

Received messages from my friends about the Nuclear Radiation thingy from Japan;

BBC FLASHNEWS:
Japan Government confirms radiation leak at Fukushima Nuclear Plants. Asian countries should take necessary precautions. Remain indoors first 24 hours. Close doors and windows. Swab neck skin with betadine where thyroid area is, radiation hits thyroid first. Take extra precaution, radiation may hit Phillipines starting 4pm today. Please send to others.

Okay. This is just fucking scary because idk, I've never actually thought about natural disasters when I was a kid because ya know, I WAS A KID?? Now that I've matured and stuffs, I wish I could just don't think anymore because this is just fucking terrifying as I've never experienced stuff like this before.

Pfft. The era where the planet would be so high tech that there would be floating vehicles? Like the one in "Meet The Robinsons"? Pfft. I don't know what to believe or to expect now. Now, our fate lies in God's hands so let's just continue praying and have faith.

Btw, went to Grace's house and watched the last episode of Dream High LOL. Part.. 5 i think 8D Then after that, had to help her with downloading the songs into her iPod Shuffle. My goodness, that device is so freaking small that it's useless o-O I mean, it's so light! It could get lost and you won't even realize it! >.<

MARCH BREAK

2011-03-13T05:13:00.003+08:00

Waaah~! Yesterday's party was awesome! XD As in the food? >;o I can't believe it's

MARCH BREAK ALREADY!!!

YAAAYY~! >:D So happy LUL. It's 5 am. Wtf. Meh, I don't care because it's the holidays~ Hehe ;3 So, basically, I thought I could do whatever I want now keke since the History assignment no need to do because teacher only asked us to find infos about it == Pain in the ass much?

Anyways, I seriously need a header for my blog T^T I don't know how to make one but I'll try... somehow. Yes, I'm implying that I need help so... help?? D:

Since it's the holidays, sorry to say this again but, DIET PLAN ISH NOW ON >:D kekekeke My mind must be fucked out or something -w-

Suddenly in my head!

2011-03-11T13:13:00.001+08:00

So, today's the one and only KH exam which is also the last exam I'm sitting before March break ^^ but it'll only last a week :/ meh, A week is better than none at all right? XD
I am surprisingly not nervous about KH. Must be because of Sarah's influence. ヾ(´▽｀*;)ゝ" because she said she didn't study at all (´△｀)↓ screw you Sarah, seriously.

So, I also sent a marriage request to Jamie just because. XD The juniors are getting into me ガ━Σ(´･ω･|||)━ン THAT GIRL IS SO LUCKY!! I want a SHINee calender card as well（ _ _ ）..........o Oh yeah, SS3 is in Malaysia!!! OMFGCVG*&YGBNUIYE(*(Y^&%$^&*!!! I can't go (´Д｀。)グスン I am once again sure that a lot of juniors will be going there. Screw you all. Why must you be so rich and don't care about studies hah?

As I was saying, today's the last for everything, not technically EVERYTHING but yaay!! I got my History marks and it was 88% Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏﾜｰｲ♪ So MUCH BETTER compared to last year which was 78% ＼(-__-;)／ﾜｰｲ?? I've increased immensely wakaka~ Then science leh, didn't increase nor decrease. So yeah, I was lucky I guess because Shaun got 85% as well. Wtf? O_o

Highest in History was Brandon and Ah Teh, both got 98% then Science leh was Shamini, 95%. So awesome la they all ||| ＼(￣▽￣;)／ |||ﾜｰｲ? Then, I'm worried about Geography （´。＿。｀）ゞぅぅぅ… And then KH, OMG, the nervousness is back! AHHHH! DX

English got careless mistakes D: I could kick myself because BM exam paper my tuition teacher gave me the exercises before. The exact same question! Argh! I could kick myself because of that! I could even punch myself for it! Even Xin Chiao knew T__T I'm a total failure T___T Lyi Mone and I were extremely terrified lol. OTL

Woke up at 4 today because I had a stomachache and couldn't sleep. Tried to sleep but couldn't so I went online and studied... a little... keke. It's 1pm now and I feel like sleeping （´□｀川）Screw lol. DX

Can't wait to go to Grace's house for my school assignment History project! YAYAYAYAY and again, I am still declaring that I love her house. Omg. So... um... picture like! Ya know? Like the ones in Tumblr lol? XD

I'm finding for resource sites with free adoptables T__T

happy bday Mir!

2011-03-10T01:09:00.001+08:00

*le spazz* Ya know what? History wasn't as bad, tough or messy as I had expected! Instead, it felt like a breeze~ BM was like crap though because maybe, I had more than 4 wrongs?? I mean, they only gave 10 questions to us and we were all like... "oh fish." I mean come on! The BM summary was tough as well. What on earth is "skop dihadkan"??

Aiya, 真的啊。。I feel like tearing my hair out lol. OMG. Science. What the heck? Major major careless mistakes. >< I can't believe that Siva managed to do the exams even if he had some illness I wouldn't tell. I'm worried ahah. I mean, he doesn't listen to people and he keeps on endangering himself by walking backwards up and down the stairs. Running backwards as well ==

My History so far the already identified wrong ones is only four! YAY!! Major awesome much?? I need to study Geography now and then in the morning do some Maths and English revisions. D: Why is this so damn hard ahah. -.-

I think I might have found the person I like now. XD I JUST WATCHED OH! MY SCHOOL AND OMFG. JOON WAS SO CUTE THERE. XD

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MIRRR!!!

BTW, Happy Birthday my adorkable Mir ^^ Your 20 (21 in Korean age) NOW!!! I can't believe you're already that... old? XP HEHE. I STILL LOVE YOUH ;D #21miracle on Twitter ^^ Oh I so effing love him (^-^)/ Saengil Chukahamnida~! ^^v A+'s are always, forever with you~ ^^

U-Kiss ain't the same anymore. Xander was so cute during Dream Team 2 and that's when I started stalking him. Kibum too T~T I kinda like Kibum with Soohyun lol? Weird? Eh idek. XD The two new members look... normal la~ I think one of them is younger than Dongho OMG. Weird much?

OMG. 3 days without eating anything during the day. Awesome.... but I ate kinda too much rice though yesterday lol. >< Need to get back to Square 1!! Hmm... I'll go to sleep first then wake up in the middle of the night to study! Yeah. I need my beauty sleep nowadays ya know?? DX

KH damn hard to learn. I mean, PERDAGANGAN?? I am so not interested in business-like-stuffs. I tried to but then failed miserably. Lesson is; Never try liking something you will never like because in the end, you'd end up suffering.

What is with me and Shamini talking about the safety of the humankind as well as the world?? Woah. I think we're possessed or something rofl and since when did Shamini even got Internet?? o-e

Hm. I'll try to lose some extra fat during the holidays where I'M FINALLY FREE OMFG!!!! Ahh, can't wait but now, I need to sleep coz my eyes are blinking uncontrollably! Need to revise the square and cubic roots then um. idk. Sleep back?? XD

Walao, yesterday Claudia and Clarence almost late for school. Can also sleep dao so shuang. XD HAHA. Can't stop typing donno why. I like the font Georgia lol. XD ^^v K. I'm done with my crappy god-knows-what thing it is XD

absurd. just absurd.

2011-03-06T00:17:00.001+08:00

New entry again. I guess I'm bored and tired lol. I don't have any tuition tomorrow so yay yay! ♪d(´▽｀)b♪オールオッケィ♪ I also manage to whine to my friends that I wanna lose weight lol but the only comments I got was," Eh?? Why?? Like this can liao la haiyo", "believe me clarissa, you don't look good when your skinny. chubby is better on you"," yeah, i agree" and "*stares* *blink* pfft."

Omg. I was so shocked when I heard them. (o；TωT)o"ビクッ They can diet la is it? Oh I'm hurt. I mean, I've been trying so hard to lose weight but the encouragement I got was those. Gee, thanks a bunch :l

Little juniors are adding me on Facebook now yay yay but they so pro, more than 1000 friends while I only have 500+ ヽ(´Д｀ヽ)(/´Д｀)/ｲﾔｧ〜 Exam on Wednesday oh~ >.< SO damn nervous omg.

Kevin shifted school just because of Teacher Nik Khairi? Wtf. .___. That is just absurd. I mean, he was only whacked once by the teacher due to his despicable behaviour and for that he shifted ah? Great. Just great. *applauds*

Omg. Watched a part where Taemin said "rawr" at Star King and it was so effing kyute I could die! ヽ( ´¬`)ﾉﾜ〜ｲ Downloaded more than 50 songs for two friends of mine as well as for myself la. YAY. DOwnloaded MBLAQ's latest song jor. Dream High OSTs too! YAAAY!!

You should be grateful to me, Grace lol. I've downloaded them for you as well (●･ω･)ﾉ♡ 愛あげりゅо Omg. I know that this is just some spoiler I stole from people but.... IT IS SAID THAT SAMDONG WON'T BE WITH HYEMI!!! WTFUCK? Pardon my French but this is just ri-donkey-lous! WHYY? TELL ME WHYY?? Oh I'm seriously going to cry when I watch it. ﾜ━ヽ(*´Д｀*)ﾉ━ｨ!!!! screw you lol.

and that's it for today. it's a wrap ^^

Happy Birthday MUMMY

2011-03-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

こんにちは〜！Finally back on the internet after not-so-many days! I feel extremely bad because I don't know what made me read KnT manga hentai thingy. Omg. ドキッ･･･Σ(￣Д￣lll)････ Hm, it was cute though because of Sawako's gestures and all. びゃははは　(≧ω≦)ｂ There's a Season 2 I think (≧∇≦) Yay~! I have to read the season 1 manga first ROFL. 8D

Had Choral Speaking practice today and it was cool. Yeah o(●´ω｀●)oわくわく♪ but Sarah, Shamini and I immediately opt out from it though because it was just too much for us to bear. I mean, with the holiday assignments and all. Teacher even said we were probably going to have to practice during the holidays as well which I am not really happy about because I'm a teen with needs for god's sake!

Hm, Keran and Qishen said I've really changed a lot this year. Idek why. They just suddenly came to me and blurted out, "You've changed, like a lot this year（・ｗ・）I was like（・o・）? What??? (=_=;)

Enjoying school this year because I've already adapt well to secondary school yay. To top that, the babies are all studying with us lol so yeah, it's not that hard but in fact, it's fun ^^ I can't believe there's two Jamies in school. I gave them my number and one of them is like," Hi clarissa . :) I'm jamie." And I thought it was Chinese one but instead it was the Indian lol. Awkward much? (｡･д･｡)

Then, tuition today wasn't bad because for the first time this year, I've handed in my science paper homework.ヽ（￣∇￣）ノﾗﾝﾗﾝ♪ Alia didn't come today. So I was practically alone and Natassha wasn't actually helping me at all other than asking me for answers. Sevanis was at the far end side while I was on the other far end side so yeah, not much of a help either. Nisha... she's new so idk lol.

Alia's been drifting far away from me lately... I mean yeah she's in the same school but I rarely see her other than when school starts then I only see her .ヘ（´ｏ｀）ヘとほほ・・・・ As for tuition, she's kinda always absent due to the lack of transportation as someone says. huh.

BTW, 29 followers!!! Thank you all but please,don't put your profile to private okay? I mean you've followed me so I should of course follow you back right but some people put theirs to private and I can't find their blog? (O_O) So, to sum it all up. I'm really annoyed and pissed at that issue okay? Humph.

Also, I've said that I've lost my injection form and card right?? WELL, GUESS WHAT. (○ﾟε＾○)v ｨｪｨ♪

I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE!!! I know I shouldn't go happy and all first but seriously, YAAAY but I'm sure I'll go all like (´∩｀。)グスン when the day arrives and all of them has their card back. *sigh* My life is seriously kelam-kabut. クスンν(●´ε｀。●)

Should really go to sleep now but not until I finish all my fanfictions! >:D

Oh yeah, I wonder why Kevin shifted school suddenly o(・∇・o)(o・∇・)o ヤッタ！Not that I'm depressed or anything but yeah, I was like WOAH, SERIOUSLY? (O-O)

I can't wait for Dream High on Monday and Tuesday yayayayay~! Too bad Grace can't watch it because of her strict mummy haha. I went to Grace's house on Wednesday and went inside of it and OMG. OMG!! v(≧∇≦)v いえぇぇぇぇいっ♪ The inside is so freaking rich LOL. I mean, yes i'm poor, but I mean, OMG, her house is just sooo preety~ Preetier than mine coz mine looks like an ancient themed house with tools on the outside of the house and inside my house there's like 6 TVs, 4 put-in-the-CDs thingy but it's all like messed up lol. Grace's house is like, OMG, EPIIIIIC. It's like my dream house lol. With the lighting, decoration and all. Omg. It's just beyond words for me to describe more of it. ｨｪｨ♪(v〃∇〃)ﾊ(〃∇〃v)ｨｪｨ♪ SO to say, I fucking love it.

OH YEAH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ALTHOUGH YOU'RE BIRTHDAY WAS YESTERDAY ON THE 4TH OF MARCH. SORRY THAT I COULDN'T GET YOU ANY PRESENTS BECAUSE I'VE NEVER ACTUALLY DONE THAT SINCE IT'S LIKE SO AWKWARD. NO CAKE AWW BUT I'M SURE WE'LL BUY IT LATER.

I fucking love my hair as well lol. I mean, it's gone healthier for some reason which I think is the reason to why I'm gaining weight ROFL. Idek. So TILL HERE COZ IT'S LIKE SO DAMN LONG. さようなら〜！^の^

Mushroom

2011-02-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

Omg. I never knew that watching Dream High could be so heartbreaking (´Д｀。)グスン Especially seeing Samdong like that. I really, really dislike the Jinguk character LOL (´＿｀。)グスン Cycled yesterday as usual, thought it was gonna rain cats and dogs and craps like that but it didn't. I went WTF?? We could've continued cycling together クスンν(●　´　ε　｀。●)

But it was okay though haha because we used Claudia's money to buy ice-creams 8D Omg. I haven't eaten one in like.. weeks :O It was soo damn good (o´･ω･)_串ﾔｷﾄﾘﾄﾞｳｿﾞ♪ LOL. Icy Grape. Haaa...^^

Why isn't anyone commenting?? LOL. Why isn't anyone talking to me?? X'D Yesh I'm bored ~~notnervousasshitbecauseexamsarecoming~~, haizz.. Chatted with Grace through phone yesterday for 2 goddamn long hours :O That is really surprising coz I'd never imagine we'd talked for so long like that.

I wonder when will it be my turn to read the.. ikrar negara and sekolah~ coz Lee read it already O-O' I'm abandoning Facebook and Twitter and Tumblr already. :O Coz I've been reading fanfictions a lot lately keke.

YAY!! I found a new sister at school!! I will call her Mushroom ^^ She's cute :3 Like really really cute because her hair resembles the mushroom style :D Taemin had it too keke. ^^~ You know the anime Maria Watches Over Me? Yeah, I want it to become something like that keke. ^^ Sarah has Mridulla so yeah. MUSHROOM ROCKS MY SOCKS! >:D Hope I'll be able to do my duty together with her ;D

I've been doing weird actions lately. I'm terrified of myself lol. 。。。φ”(￣_￣*)タコヤキクルクル Grace should really improve her memory or I'll really hit the crap out of her. Have you been hit till your crap comes out? No? Good because I'd never recommend it to you. ( ･ω･) Klah bye.

Letting Go Takes Love

2011-02-27T14:52:00.000+08:00

To let go does not mean to stop caring,
it means I can’t do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off,
it’s the realization I can’t control another.

To let go is not to enable,
but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means
the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another,
it’s to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for,
but to care about.

To let go is not to fix,
but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge,
but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,
but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective,
it’s to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny,
but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue,
but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires,
but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody,
but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past,
but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to fear less and love more
Remember: The time to love is short

— author unknown

a/n: this is truly inspiring. TωT gonna cycle with Sarah and Alia later~^^ YAY. Sis and bro bought new bicycles T~T Yer, not fair... but also fair la coz their bike lauya jor.

Saturday

2011-02-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

via - weheartit

Nothing much happened except that Lyi Mone and Xin Chiao went back late LOL. Had to complete their homeworks (o≧▽ﾟ)oニパッ LOL. Not that I've finished mine as well though but let's keep it as a secret now shall we? ♪d(´▽｀)b♪オールオッケィ♪ Tomorrow tuition at 9. Damn. Didn't finish Maths OTL

Dad's not coming home today so Mom's gonna order take-out (*･▽･*) Made a weheartit.com account here. I must say... it's pretty dandy than Tumblr. I mean all you have to do is heart it there! ☆^(o≧∀≦)oﾆﾊﾟｯ So yeah, pretty easy and there's like... tons of pics there XP but not much K-Pop stuffs though.. only tons of kawaii stuffs o(≧∇≦o)(o≧∇≦)o

Still can't get over the fact that Xander and Kibum are out (>へ＜) ←涙を堪えるヘ（´ｏ｀）ヘとほほ・・・・ Oh so sad.... On the bright side, f(x) preparing for their comeback with Amber!! OMGOMG!! YAY!! ヽ( ´¬`)ノﾜ〜ｲ !! Can't wait keke.

Why hushstar close liao de? o-o

Friday passed

2011-02-26T01:20:00.004+08:00

via - here

First love aren't always the best type of love because most people got their heart broken because of it. If there ever comes a second one, cherish and understand love even if it's not with the right person. Or whatever.

What I'm trying to say is that first love isn't always a great thing coz people often kill themselves for it. So, I'd say that second love would be better coz.. idek? OTL

So, yeah. I was totally wrong about the code thing XP Just realized it that I copied the code wrongly hehe ^^; Nothing much happened except that MORAL was exquisitely b-o-r-i-n-g. So lucky class 2 Bougainvillea has an awesome teacher ￣д￣ not saying I... hate my new one though... Just.. yeah o-o

Yer, why Monday got no P.E.?? TεT ARE WE REALLY GONNA STUDY HEALTH?? ARGH. We can study it but please no exercises ㅠдㅠ You give too much ㅠдㅠ So, I'm kinda into B2ST's songs nao ^▽^ I mean, I've listened to all of SHINee's songs.. most of them.. and I needed something new so yeah ^▽^ keke.

Should. Stop. Using. Internet. Now. D: It's so hard! OTL Hmm... gonna wake up early tomorrow. Tuition. Come back and prolly hang out in my bedroom lol epic fail but seriously, that's the only way to get my mind off the internet ㅠεㅠ

Omg. Nail-biting habit ain't that bad anymore! YAYZ! >∇< Mary did some weird cello-tape thingy with my name on it. It was cute X3 Too lazy to take the picture. Really trying my best to cut down food~ And so far... it maybe worked a little lol D8 Oh, I just can't wait to watch Star King and Dream High >∇<

I can't believe Xander and Kibum got kicked out from U-Kiss... I mean, they're like my fav members! D: HOW COULD U, U.. SHITTY BOSS?? D:

It's Thursday

2011-02-25T01:45:00.001+08:00

via - raiel

Changed skins coz my feelings are like that as well. Couldn't put the disable right-click code because the codes I'm using now ish complicated T∇T So yeah lol. Idk but some of you might be happy coz you'll get to save pics easier right? XD MY LIFE IS TURNING. Blame school. Really annoying but today was an exception because my new Geo teacher was awesome! History teacher was Pn.Kasma T∇T Oh my gosh, I could swear I could die right there and then lol coz she was like a bullet train teaching us History! Pn.Meenachi... where are you..? T∇T First day teaching us History already got pop quiz ready for us and I wasn't ready at all haha. I know some answers for some questions but I wasn't confident XP

Geo teacher, like I said, was awesome because she's the talkative, happy-go-lucky, cheerful, funny type :D I love it ^^ Not the homework part though ahah. The whole class together drew map of Malaysia on the white board XP Damn funny because of the usual troublemakers XD They purposely locate the states wrong 8D Teacher was also laughing and having migraine at the same time XP

I wish it was the holidays already but unfortunately, it isn't. T-T Having my monthly exam next month on the 9th. Argh. All Form 1 lessons will be coming out. Wtfish? D: I don't have KH references T^T I'll be a goner T^T So far... my diary is filled with my real emotions. Glad I could express it there haha. Manage to fast from morning till night....but I totally pigged out at night when came back from tuition lol. XP But I should congratulate myself for accomplishing it ^^~ keke.(ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ・‥…━━━★ ﾋﾟｷｭｰﾝ！

It's more than 1 am now >< So till then ^^

new start..kinda

2011-02-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today was a start of a new time-table and wtf. Bag was so heavy as hell coz had 6 subjects today. All in like, one periods D: My shoulders was sore T^T Stupid flu. Why did you have to come while I was in school? Nose running like hell. Eyes watery as hell. Aghhh. I can feel my brain about to shut down any moment now.

Decided to skip ko-ko. Yeah, was lazy but also sick T^T Science today was fun though ^^ Shaun's level of common sense is so low, when he's showing off, doing whatever he wants is 200% - __ - Today did an experiment using saliva. Gross much? Haha. XD Kah Hun volunteered to donate his saliva for the group. I was like,"Great! *gives him beaker*." but I didn't thought he would actually spit it like that =__=

Not to mention a lot :O Aiyaya. Grace's crush keke XP Poor girl. That boy must like someone else haha. I admit, I was kinda jealous as well lol but now not so coz a lot of girls like him =.= So yeah, I'll back off so you guys can continue admiring him like shit. 8D

Till then bye!^^

2011-02-22T20:44:00.001+08:00